ICONic Boyz Imagines

Light of My Life// Madison

A/N: Warning Sad and there's an age difference and it's long. I'm experimenting, bare with me. This is no happy ending, but as my journalism teacher says 'No powerful, memorable story has a happy ending, it has a life lesson' With that being said, Ily guys more than summer ~ Kendra

Your POV
|Flashback|
"Love is a dangerous thing. The deadliest weapon on earth. It controls everything, makes the world go round. It makes lives and takes them and everybody wants it." My grandmother said as I helped her cook.

"Love is silly." Seven year old me scoffed

"Love is dangerous." My grandmother repeated and I shrugged hopping off my stool to go play, bored of the conversation.

|Current Day|
You looked at your broken reflection in the mirror, so hurt you're not able to cry anymore tears. Your phone light up and his name flashed up on the screen.
You sighed and let it ring.

His words rang in your head.
"She's just some silly little girl."
That's not what he said when he kissed you during your detention or snuck you out of your house those many Saturday nights. He told you he loved you, you were so much younger than him and he took advantage of that. He took advantage of the fact that you were young and just wanted to be loved. His love wasn't real but it didn't feel that way. You should've known better.

|Flashback|
"Welcome back to school class" Your new biology teacher chimed and the classroom of freshman groaned and made comments about summer being too short.

"I am Mr. Alamia..." he went on saying some things about himself, but your best friend next to you hit your arm getting your attention.

"Our teacher is a hottie" she exclaimed, You rolled your eyes

"And also about ten years older than us" You scoffed

"You can't tell me you don't think he's attractive" she asked slightly shocked

"Even if I did, were gonna fail this class if all you can focus on his his looks" you reply

"Excuse me miss..." Mr. Alamia says breaking your conversation

"Y/N" you answer

"Ms. Y/L/N I know my life story isn't all that interesting, but I like for my students to know who's teaching them about how life works, so please do pay attention" he said and you nodded

"Sorry sir" you apologize

"Maybe I can brief you on what you missed in detention this afternoon. I do hope the rest of this year goes differently then today, yes?"

|Current Day|
You give a sad smile at the memory of the day you had met him. Now three years later you're crazy in love with him. Most seniors are trying to have the times of their lives before they go separate ways in life, but you're wasting it being in love with your 9th grade biology teacher. You sigh as your phone goes off again this time it's your mother. You ignore it as well and slide down your bathroom wall. You hear your best friend call your name from downstairs but you ignore her.

|Flashback|
"You're so beautiful" he whispered
"Shut up! My sibling is a light sleeper" You whisper as the two of you sneak through your house.
"I love you Y/N" he continues and you ignore him as you successfully make it to your front door and outside without any problems
"Okay so you kidnapped me out of my house at four on a Saturday morning , where are we going exactly?" You asked as the two of you got in his car.
"Anywhere. I just woke up with a serious need to be with you,to be in your presence. I don't know how to describe it." He answered and you rolled your eyes in response but smiled at him anyway.
"You're crazy, Madison Alamia."

"But you love me anyway and it's Mr. Alamia to you." He fake corrected in his professional voice and you nod
"Yes I do" you say kissing him before he drives to who knows where.

|Current Day|
Your best friend finds you in your bathroom and sits next to you.
"I'm so stupid" you mutter
"No you're not. You're young and in love and just figuring life out."
"I dated our 9th grade biology teacher for three years!" You exclaimed and she nodded

"That is true and Sara Thompson is pregnant and Bryan Willams got kicked off the football team for smoking pot and Barrett Chadson's GPA went from a 3.94 to a 1.20 in the last month. Were teenagers Y/N. We do things that make no sense and we regret them, welcome to life sweet cakes." Her phone buzzed and she looked at it before her whole facial expression changed.

"What?" You asked

"The police just found Mr. Alamia in his home dead. He killed himself Y/N." she said slowly as if not ready to face your reaction.

You laughed as you felt the tears streaming down your face, sobs following your laughter.

"Love is a dangerous thing. The deadliest weapon on earth. It controls everything, makes the world go round. It makes lives and takes them and everybody wants it." You say quoting your grandmother

|Flashback|

"Hello beautiful" Madison chimed as you entered his classroom

"Hey baby" you said walking up to him and kissing him, just as a woman about his age walked in. You'd never seen her before, but by the look all over her face, he sure had.

"Madison wtf is going on?" She yelled

And Madison just stood there wide eyed

"Madison who is she?" You asked

"His fiancé" The woman answered and you store at him.

The woman started walking out but Madison ran after her.

"Baby come on-" he started but she cut him off

"No obviously, your students are far more important than your soon to be wife or was going to be anyway."

"She's just some silly little girl." he saud regretting the words as soon as they left his mouth.

You nodded trying hard not cry, grabbing your bag and shoving past them out the doorway.

"Hey Madison, how about you tell your fiancé how you've been dating this silly little girl since she was 15 and how you called her the love of your life?" You sarcastically asked before turning and walking out of his classroom

|Current Day|

"He used to say that life was like an unfinished puzzle. That sometimes it looks bad and you don't think it can be fixed but eventually it all fits together and its beautiful. He was a wonderful person. So passionate about what he did and kind to everyone. Beautiful soul inside and out. I absolutely adored him. Many people will say that our love was wrong and it was unlawful, but Madison Alamia was the light of my life and it's dark now."
You say finishing his obituary as he had requested before leaving and examining the many sad faces before stepping down and finding your seat, your hand touching the locket of Madison with The Light Of My Life engraved on the front.