ICONic Boyz Imagines

Hurt people; Hurt people 2 of 2

A/N: If you don't remember or haven't been reading for a while I started this a long time ago and just forgot to make the second part to it. It's my 57th imagine if you want to go read the first part. I'd advise it. I know I promised no sad ones for a while but I really wanna finish this one. Ily you guys more than summer ~ Kendra
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Mikey's POV
Dear Y/N ,
It's been three months since you left me here on earth. I wish I knew why but I'll never know in this life and maybe that's why I still cry for you in my sleep. I saw your cousin the other day. She said she remembers when you would come to her house rambling on and on about how much you loved me. She also remembers the day she held you while you cried because of me. I never got to apologize for that. Maybe that's why I still write to you. Maybe it's cause you left this earth not knowing how much I truly love you. I don't even think I knew at the time but damn do I know now. I remember your corny catch phrases and your faking mad pout and your dance to your favorite song and that one nail polish color you loved and the type of dog you dreamed of getting and your favorite flowers and how you take your coffee and the feel of your skin on your cheek against my bare chest and the feel of your arms around me when I'm breaking down, like now. You just left a kind of glow to me that won't ever go away. Maybe that's what I'm so scared of. My life ended when yours did. I felt it in my veins before the doctor even said the words. The whole universe dimmed a little bit and my heart missed a few beats and the temperature dropped. The earth wasn't prepared to miss your presence; And neither was I. I hope you're happy wherever your soul is resting right now. I ruined your happiness here so wherever you are I hope you're happy. Because the good lord knows you made me so happy. Your mom gave me a jacket of mine that you had borrowed back last mon and I haven't touched it because it smells like you and I want it to smell like the for forever because for a moment I can pretend it's all not true and I can smile and pretend you never left me in this cruel world. Your soul could've started forest fires. And I know wherever your beautiful soul is resting, you're lighting it up.

Love. The boy who loved you just a little too late