Off The Grid

11. who do ya luv

Chapter 11

Playlist: Loungin (Who Do Ya Luv?)  By LL Cool J & Who Do You Love? By YG feat. Drake

Quentin

"Mm, go head daddy."

I smirked looking up at her. Her legs open for me as I played with her clit slowly. Just because I loved Diamond didn't mean I didn't have needs too. To add on to that I had to move on and play my part. I wanted Diamond to be happy and Sevyn did that for her.

I would never verbally admit it but I like him for her...

I knew that he was the one for her. That one I couldn't be. As much as I wanted to be that after we lost our child I knew that it wasn't meant to be. I reacted completely wrong to the news.

"Baby... I have something to tell you." I looked up at Diamond. Her grey sweat suit hugging at her body even more. Her hair had grown a little bit from her shaved head. She had only been down for the last 6 months and she was already carrying my child.

Our relationship was pretty solid. We supported each other and I was will to do anything for her well being. I made sure I always kept as much money as I could on her books and visited her as frequently I was allowed to. 3 months into her sentence they began to allow conjugal visits and that's when our sexual relationship peaked.

Kai was a fucking fool for ever letting her go. I knew I would never do that willing.

If I did lose her it's because she found better or I genuinely fucked up...

I was willing to except the consequences of my actions if that actually did happen...

Little did I know I was about to fuck up everything we built. our relationship started to fade there and then...

"Wassup?" I asked looking into her eyes that looked sad. Normally she tried to put on her best front for me but today she couldn't

"I was pregnant." I smiled instantly getting up to hug her but she didn't hug me back

Wait... was?

As in past tense...

I looked at her my heart breaking slowly. She looked so broken on the inside. Tears streaming down her eyes.

"Baby I'm so sorry." She apologized. She winced clutching her stomach.

It was like my mouth was glued shut. I couldn't say anything

Dumbass

She sat there crying into my arms. I said nothing, I just let her cry.

"I'm so sorry I couldn't carry your baby." She weeped into my arms.

Say something...

I was such a fucking dumb ass...

"I need some time..." that's what came out of my big ass mouth. She looked at me in confusion. Her tears flowing down more rapidly.

So stupid...

"You're really leaving me like this?" She asked. The confusion written all over face.

"I.... I just need time." I repeated

So fucking stupid...

I stuttered towards the door feeling my mind spin and my vision blurring up.

"You're worse than Kai." and she meant that shit.

Those were the last words I heard from her in a whole 3 months.