Save My heart {Larry}

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Louis P.O.V

I opened my eyes slowly, pearing out the window that faced me, it was sunny and just beautiful outside. I didn't even notice the arms around my waste until i felt the breathing on my neck. I smiled knowing it was him. His arms were around my waist and he was pressed against my back. I was so close with him and i was so happy. I couldn't help but smile. This was what i wanted and i cant believe it took me thinking he was gone for me to realize.

I rolled around now and i hadl to hold back my gasp because, god he was so beautiful. He was fast asleep, his eye lashes looked longer than normal, he looked so young, he looked tired even though he was sleeping. I knew i caused him so much pain. I knew that i couldnt hurt him anymore, i needed to be there. And i knew what i needed to do.

I rolled quietly and slowly out of the bed and made my way down the stairs. I walked over to the couch, reaching for the phone as i did. I dialed the number i knew and my heart was sinking with each dial tone.

"Hello" the voice was high pitched, female and tired.

"Hey El..." I hated this, El has been there for me through so much, and i knew this was going to hurt her.

"Oh! Hey Lou, was are you up at 7am?!" I smiled at the suprise in her voice, she knows i love to sleep in.

"I need to tell you something... It couldn't wait..." I could feel my hands start to shake. I was honestly terrified.

"What is it Lou? You know you can tell me anything." I heard the worry in her voice.

"Its about...us." I heard her let go a long breath,

"Louis. I know. You don't need to say it." I was taken back.

"I see it Lou. I know how happy you are when you're around him, I'm not blind. I would have to be crazy not to be able to see it." I just sat dumbfounded at the fact she knew. Was i that obvious?

"Are you mad..." My voice shook at the words. I didn't enjoy hurting her. I may not love her in the way i love Harry, but she means something to me.

"God no Louis, I'm not gonna lie and say it doesn't hurt, but i see how much you love him, i can't stand in the way of love, i couldn't live myself if i did."

"Thank you El, you don't know how much this means to me"

"I have a shoot to get to, bye Lou, love you" i smiled,

"El, i hope you know i do love you, just in a different way..."

" i know Lou," i heard could tell she. was smiling, "bye Lou."

"Bye El" and i heard the click. I let out a breath of air. It felt good to have the guilt leave my body. She understood, and i knew i still had her as a friend ant that made me so happy. I stood from the couch now and made my way back upstairs.

I opened the door to Harry in tears. I rushed to his side and cupped his cheeks. When his eyes focused on me they widened. They were red with tears and he was hiccuping.

"I-i thought... Y-you left" he cried harder now. And thats when it hit me. I had left him so many times. He always woke up without me. I stood now and slid into the bed. I pulled him onto my chest as we lowered onto the bed. He wasn't crying so hard anymore. I kissed his forehead and spoke

"I not leaving Haz, never again" he tightened his grip on waist. I began to hum and he noticed it was tune to 'truly, madly, deeply' and he hummed with me. So we laid there, humming that song, eyes shut but our hearts wide open. I had the world in my arms. I love him.

BANNGG

We both jumped from our positions and i felled off the bed. We both looked at each other franticly.

SMASHH

We both ran out of our room and down the stairs, we looked around quickly looking to see if someone was here.

"STOP IT!! I HATE YOU" the voice was screeching but we could tell it was Niall. We ran out of the flat into the hall way. There was broken glass all in the hall way. Paul was there holding Niall back as he tried to claw his way to Zayn. Zayn was swaying back and forth with a bottle of Smirnoff in his hand.

"Yeahha, well thur a betta FUCK than youu" the words were slurred and i watched as Niall screamed and got out of Paul's grasp. Niall lunged at Zayn and pinned him against the wall. He kept slamming him against the wall, whining, crying and screaming. He was yelling things that i couldn't make out. Harry and I now rushed over to pull Niall and Zayn apart. Zayn was mad now, he was punching the wall and Niall was hitting me but i just held on to him. Harry was grabbing Zayn's arm.

"Zayn stop it, what the hell is going on?" Harrys voice was stern.

"HE IS A FUCKING CHEATING CUNT" Niall hollered in my arms and my grip tightened on him.

"I don't date people that cut themselves you fucking weirdo" Zayn spat and we all gasped. The back of my head was telling me that it was the alcohol talking, but the words still hit me. I felt Niall go limp in my arms and he fell to the ground in a heap. He was crying violently and shaking. I looked up at Harry who's face was pale. He turned to Zayn,

"Get out."

"Excus-"

"I said get the fuck out. Now." I watched as Zayn glared at all of us and stubbled down the hall. I watched as Paul looked at me with sad eyes and went to follow Zayn. Niall was still crumpled at my feet and i crouched down to him.

"Ni.." My voice was quiet. I slowly and lightly touched the sleeve of his sweater. He was too defeated to fight me as i pulled up the sleeve. My head got dizzy as i saw my best friends wrist. I could feel my eyes tearing up and i looked up at Harry who just looked down shaking his head. Niall looked up at me, i slowly pulled up the other sleeve and gasped. It was almost worse than the other. Harry walked over, and he picked Niall up, and i just stared as Harry carried Niall into our flat. I followed.

Harry placed Niall on the couch and he sat across from him. I sat next to him.

"Where do you keep them? Harrys voice was soft.

"Under my bed" Nialls voice was quiet.

"We are going to get rid of them. And you are going to stay here with us. Niall i know. I know what your feeling, god Ni i get it. But you have to stop, it only goes down hill. It gets better," Harry grabbed my hand interlocking our fingers. "When it comes to Zayn, just give it time, he loves you, you love him, when you love someone, they always come back" i smiled at Harrys words.

Harry took Niall up to his room, tucked him in and kissed his forehead.

Harry joined me back on the couch. He sat next to me with his head on my shoulder. I reached for his arm and pulled it up. I rolled up his sleeve revealing his scars. He tried to push it back down but i stopped him, without breaking eye contact, i kissed every scar, the scars i knew i caused, the scars i cause him to make, the scars that hurt him and the scars i were going to heal.