No One Will Hold Your Hand.

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SO SORRY! i havnt updated in like.... 3 days.. awks. i have been working and havnt known what to write about. i got this idea tho, i like er ;) the flack is in this.... I dislike her, sorry not sorry, but you like her, thats ok, thats ur choice. This  was fun and sad to write, i did tear up, i hope you like this, ill be sure to update more often since i have ideas now! Vote, Comment, Fan, ect <3

XO - Sarah Jean

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Harry’s P.O.V

I sat in my room, on the ground curled in a ball and doing nothing. I couldn’t think my mind was spinning thinking about him. How could he say that, I know he was on loopy gas, but did he mean it? Does he even remember saying it?  I want to stop letting this get to me. I want to stop this, and just shake away how much I love him. I want just be his friend. That’s not what I need though, I need Louis, so much it burns and I can’t hide this for much longer. I need to tell him sometime I need to tell him how much I love him.

I stood from my floor and walked towards the door. I could here him down stairs. Laughing loudly at what ever was on the tele. I smiled to myself; he has such a nice laugh. See this was what I loved, not being scared or feel sick with heartbreak. Just being able to smile at how much he made me smile.

I strolled down the stairs to see Louis sitting on the couch cross legged smiling like a goof. I looked at him and grinned at how funny he looked. I walked down and into the room. I looked at him again, staring at him and just shaking my head. He was watching Finding Nemo. That was one of my favorite movies, and he knew that I couldn’t resist watching it. He turned to face me, smiled at me and winked.

“I know you wanna come watch it with me Harry” he said cheekily. I grinned, ran over and plopped right now beside Lou. He slung an arm over me and I smiled even bigger. Dora popped on the screen, saying ‘just keep swimming’ over and over. I laughed again, god how I loved this movie. Soon they were swimming in circles yelling ‘no eating here tonight’ I laughed around putting my face into Lou’s chest. I could feel his breathing stop and his tense up. Why did he tense up? I always do that when I laugh beside him. I pulled away a little hurt, but more confused. What has gotten into him? I looked up at him.

“Are you alright Lou?” I asked him puzzled. He turned to face me. I stared into his eyes. His eyes taking my soul and making my breathing stop. He just stared studying my face, his eyes flicking from my eyes to my lips. My brain was racing around. What was he thinking? I need to know what is going on in his head. I went to speak but Louis shushed me with his hand on my cheek. I just stared wide eyed still. I looked at his face; he looked as if he was debating inside his head. He shut his eyes now, and shook his head smirking. I didn’t know what to do. God I know what I wanted and I wanted his lips right now. He now opened his eyes pushing his forehead to mine. I hid a gasp. His eyes once again flicked to my lips. I wanted this. I needed this. He moved his face closer, his lips inches from mine.

“I’m sorry, I need this” I didn’t even have time to process his words before his lips were on mine. His lips were almost dripping with want and need. I was so taken back by this to even move. I just sat there as his lips were pressed rough against mine. Harry, you’re being stupid! You need to kiss him back! Soon I moved my lips against his, earning a groan from his throat. I had to hide my smile, I felt so proud that I made him make that sound. Before I knew what was happening his hands were on my hips and his lips were even harder against mine. I returned his movements with my own. His tongue tracing my bottom lip, I couldn’t hold back a small airy moan leave my throat. God, how long have I waited for this? Years I’ve wanted this, and I finally have it. I opened my lips letting him in, soon everything was a snog. I could feel the passion within this, everything was slowing now, and it wasn’t just hunger now. This was filled with small bursts of love and lust. I knew now. All this wasn’t just a faze, it wasn’t something I could ever get over. I love him; I honestly love him more than anything in my life.

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