Save My heart {Larry}

Secrets hurt like hell.

Harry’s P.O.V

            I stared at him. My eyes never left his face, my eyes traveling down his body and back up to his face. I loved the way his lips formed around words when he sang. The way he gripped his microphone, how his free hand was hovering over the microphone as well. The way he closed his eyes at certain notes and how his eyes would flutter open and shut when he was singing meaningful lyrics, his perfection was unbearable at times. I could barely focus when I was close to him; he was my biggest distraction while on stage. The screaming girls, the other boys and the items being tossed on stage were nothing compared to him.

            I was brought back to reality by Louis singing my part of More than This. I soon got up to speed, and began to sing. My heart aching when I sang “I can love you more than this” I sang with my heart tonight, tears were forming in my eyes as I continued to sing. No one could understand it, how much it burned inside of me to sing these lyrics when I was close to him.

            You might be wondering how this happened, where it all began. This pain, didn’t start out as pain, it started out so perfect and easy. On the X factor it was easier in a way; no one could tell us what to do or who to be. Everyone knew there was something between Louis and I, I mean how couldn’t you tell, I look at him as if I would die if he wasn’t there, which it felt as if I would. When Simon signed us, he ended up calling me in, and sat me down while telling me I had to push aside my feelings. He said it would be better if I just moved on from Louis. He said it wouldn’t be good for the bands image. I listened to him and pushed it away. I pretended that Louis and I were only best friends and it was all just a bromance. I never told Louis, I mean how could I?

            I now ran off the stage with the rest of the boys, all of them smiling like fools because of how amazing the show was. I had one thing in my mind, well one person. I suddenly felt arms around me squeezing me tight.

“HAZZA!” Louis screamed in my ear as if I couldn’t hear him.

I couldn’t hold back my goofy grin.

“BOOBEAR” I screamed just as loud.

He turned to face me, smiling like an idiot.

“Did you let me sing longer on purpose?!” he was still smiling.

A little bit of my heart twisted. If only he knew I was too busy idolizing him to remember to sing, but I had to keep him happy, it was my goal in life.

“Of course Lou, you deserve it!” I smiled really big at him, hiding my real thoughts perfectly.

He was an amazing singer, and deserved so many more solos, but of course Management didn’t give more. Louis jumped in my arms again, his face nuzzled in my neck. I love these hugs he gave, the ones he gave when he really happy. My hands were on Louis’s waste and tightening. I mean sometime I couldn’t control myself. I tired but my hormones would oddly take over. My eyes almost popped right out my head when Louis’s mouth opened against my neck. My breathing caught. He began to bite down softly on my neck. I could feel my eyes squeeze shut. My heart picking up as he started to suck lightly, my mind was screaming at me LOUIS IS GIVING YOU A FUCKING LOVE BITE!  I tried to get my mind to shut up, but of course it wouldn’t. I could feel a sound traveling up my throat but I swallowed it down. I felt him smile against my neck. God, if only he knew the affect he had on my all the dam time!

Soon the hug/love bite ended and I smiled at Louis and turned to head to my dressing room to clam my slowing tightening pants down.