Save My heart {Larry}

What happened to us?

OMG HI. holy shit it's been forever. jesussssssssssssssssss. I know I know I havn't updated in months! but I now have some thoughts and I can't wait to write more and update. Thank you all so much for reading this story, i never even thought i would get 100 reads let alone almost 9,000! I love you all so much and i swear i will but updateing more often!!!!! I love you all so much and i understand if you all want to punch me in the face, i want to do it tooo! thank you to everyone who is stilll readinggggggggggg.

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Harry's P.O.V

It was really quiet as we sat infront of our mirrors. No one spoke really, our hair dresses, Lou, had worry filled eyes. She was finishing up Zayn's hair, and Niall was pulled to the side by one of the makeup artists. Sadly, our make artists new, Niall hated it, i was used to it. Seeing as Niall was forced to wear a dark grey t-shirt in the photo shoot, he had to have his cuts covered skillfully. I watches Niall walk away withhis head hung low, and i also saw Zayn watch him walk away with painful eyes. Zayn knew what he did, he came to his senses when he sobered up, but when Zayn came begging for forgiveness from Niall, Niall wanted nothing to do with him. So, now we all sat in the awkwardness.

I felt a hand on my thigh and looked to see Louis smiling at me. The smile wasn't full, it didn't touch his eye. I smiled back, it was hard to be happy knowing what was happening to our group, we are a family and we needed to fix this.

"Harry..." The voice was quiet, but it wasn't Louis,bit was Liam. I turned to face my friend that i hadn't spoken to in so long.

"Li, lets go somewhere and talk ya?" He nodded as he followed me our to the hall way.

"Harry, i need to talk to you, and tell you something, i really need to get it off my chest" He seemed so fragile and i just smiled at him and nodded. He took a deep breath a d began to tell me his secret

"Well, here it goes. I have been seeing a therapist... I have been sad a lot Harry, and i don't know why, but j have and i didn't want to bother you lads. I mean,you guys have been dealing with so much and i want to put my problems on your shoulders. After i saw what you were doing to your self, i couldn't let myself think about, well, me. I just wanted you to be better, and now i see that you are, i just needed to tell someone. I went to this therapist and they told me that i was depressed, they said because i hadnt gave myself any attention, that i was being over stressed with worry that it was causing me to be depressed. She gave me pills and i have been feeling a lot better. I feel bad Harry. I wasn't there for Niall. I have never seen him like this and i don't like it."

I was take back by his speech. Guilt poured into me, i felt so bad for cause him this pain. I reached out and grabbed him and pulled him into a hug. He gripped my back tightly and i rocked him back in forth. I didn't even need to reply because, just by this he knew that i understood.

We made our way back to the dressing room and realized that it was time to go. This photo shoot would not be fun, it was be filled with fake smiles and pretend laughs.

Walking into the photo shoot was the worst, not only was i dreading the group photos but i was also terrified for pair ones and of course with out luck Niall and Zayn were paired up first. I could see Nialls eyes widen when his name was called after Zayns. He slowly moved to the backdrop and stood in silence next to zayn. A few snaps were taken and i knew the smiles were insanely fake. i mean how could you not see right through them, neither small touched there eyes.

"Could you lads just goof around, hug and been silly?" the photographer spoke quickly and i saw Niall take a gulp because i knew he was terrified to do this.