Tears of An Angel( Completed)

Chapter 3

Author's Note:::::

Hey guys today's chapter will be totally about Thanit. What is his Nature? Why is he the way he is and all about it? It's like seeing his World through his eyes. I want to mention one important thing here is this story is about a true event that happened somewhere not related to the real actor. It can be any random boy or person living next door. Right now Thanit is 15 years old. I had made a mistake earlier about him being 13, sorry for that. So here we go...

Thanit's life till age of 10 was the most beautiful or can say blissful life. He didn't have luxurious toys or gadgets but he had something more than that. He had PARENTS whose main and topmost priority in life was Family. His Dad was Banker and Mom Housewife but she would take Baking classes at home in her spare time. Their house had few rules. One of them was every day after dinner all three of them would go for a walk. It wouldn't be just a walk, it would be a walk where they would discuss their day , arguments or grudges if they had any everything. One must be thinking why to solve problems out of the house. Well it was because his mom believed that for one's prosperity they must treat their houses like Temples. We should not argue inside Temples. We should not curse or raise voices or fight when we are inside of a Temple. We try to seek peace,answers and pray. Same should be done when inside the house. Have problems, go out, find an empty space, sort out your mind and enter with a smile,calmness. Maybe some may find her weird but yes there are people who are surprisingly weird. So this was what happened everyday at Tha's house every night after his dad would come home from work, they would have their dinner and go for a small walk and return back with smiles and satisfaction. Tha never had any issues. He was brought up with love and care. But as it says, life never goes according to our plans. Everything has a drawback. Tha also had one. He was a boy who would never like to Share His belongings. Till age of 8 all was going smooth but it was calmness before the storm coming right after them. First His dad's health was going down. They were not that serious about it as it was only some time fever or headaches. They thought it to be because of workload or some stress. Few months after Thanit celebrated his 9th birthday his Mom gave him a huge surprise saying he would be getting a new sibling. Hearing that Thanit was very shocked and so were his parents as they were scared by his reaction. They knew he hated sharing things and here he had to share his world, his parents. It was a huge thing. Many of us know at times older kids do feel jealous or insecure after they see how a newborn gets attention which belongs to them. Tha's mom knew what was going on in Thanit's mind but she was also shocked when Thanit reacted quite opposite. He was happy, he was excited to meet his sibling. When his mom asked him why he was not sad because he will have to share his world he said,"My baby sister will have everything of her own. I don't have to share anything. We both will love each other and I will take very good care of her ".

His Mom asked, "How do you know it's a baby sister?" For that Thanit said, "Because I will ask for one. Mom, you always told me if we are good kids and pray truly from our hearts God and Santa Claus always fulfill all our wishes. So from today I will be a very good boy and pray every night to give me a cute, beautiful Baby Angel, My own Little Fairy Sister."

Hearing this his parents felt a bit relaxed and never thought to stop him from having false hopes. This was a huge mistake they made. They let him have his hopes high. They knew it's not necessary for the baby to be a girl but they didn't want to make him lose hope. That's where the mistake happens. 

(It's not bad to have hopes but we must also look out for what kind of things we are hoping for to happen. Some things are not right and if we still keep on thinking it to turn out good it's a mistake)

Same happened in Tha's life as soon as his mom entered in her first trimester his father fell severely ill as it was the last stage of Cancer and he passed away before anyone could do anything to save him. His Mother was holding on a very Small Boundary of Life which she gave up after giving birth to Our Baby Gulf.

To say Tha was broken is not enough. His whole world was ruined. How does it feel to keep on hoping for 9 months and it gets crushed into millions of pieces is something no one can understand. Not only that to lose both your parents is also huge.

Tha didn't cry for mother's death, He cried for not knowing what went wrong.

He didn't cry seeing baby brother instead of baby sister, He cried for all his prayer which he thought was saying sincerely but still went in vain.

He didn't cry for having to lose his house and his toys but for the uncertainty of the future.

Hence at age of 10, He learned Life's biggest lesson Nothing is Predictable.

It was not that He hated Gulf, but there was a small Black Hole created by Gulf unknowingly in Tha's heart.

When Gulf called him Mom instead of brother it's not that He hated it but He wasn't too happy also.

He just accepted it. In Fact he had just learnt to accept everything.

He did cared for Gulf genuinely and loved him too but he also drew a line to that Love.

Both Tha and Gulf were Angels with Tears and would have to wait for Their Soulmates to Heal them and take away all their pain..