Finding Love On The Run !

"Prove it!"

Beyonce pov

As I lay in my bed with my legs still a little sore from last night I reflect on the one thing jay said . He said maybe If I would have noticed I could have been the reason he cheated . I really don't believe I did anything but yet I hate admitting my wrongs and so does any women .

I rolled over in my bed to see that it read 11:30am . I hope blue doesn't wake up anytime soon because I can barley walk . I looked over at my phone I did the thing I was avoiding and called jay .
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Phone conversation

"Hello " jay said angry

"Umm hey can you come and get blue for the weekend at least until I get better " I said a little annoyed .

"I'll be there in a hour I have some Things to take care of ". he said

"Well it can't be an hour because she's about to wake up and be hungry ." I said angry

"Well I'll be there in 10 but I have to bring her back tonight and pick her back up in the morning " he said

"Why is that so you can mess around with the Bitch ." I said annoyed

" I never hear the end of it I don't have a bitch , you always think to accuse me for something but you can't blame beyonce because she apparently thinks she does nothing " he said mad

" fuck you " I said mad

" This wouldn't be the first time and is sure going to be the last goodbye beyonce . " He said hanging up .

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I can't believe jay just said that he's done with me . I think I may have ended my marriage without even saying my marriage is over .

I heard the front door slam so I knew it was jay . He went straight to blues room and packed her bags , bathed her and fed her . I'm still laying in bed looking like a hot ass mess because I can't walk .

Jay walked into the room to let blue say her goodbyes and kiss me . I looked at him with disgust of why he would even step foot in my bedroom . He then sat blue on the bed and began to pack the clothes he had here still .

That kind of mad me sad because no women wants to see their love of their life pack his clothes and leave and possibly never come back .

He grabbed basically everything and looked around and thought of something .

I dropped my jaw when I seen him removing the ring from our wonderful day . I know I told him fuck him and I'm not open buts it's all from hurt and guilt .

"Jay its ...." I said

" Beyonce I get it know you don't want me . Its been clear when I fight for you , you don't fight back . your done so I have no choice to be done ." he said setting the ring down .

After all this time my ability to walk came as I grabbed his arm before he had a chance to leave .

" wait " I said before he snatched his arm away as he continued to walk away . I had no choice but to cry my eyes out .

Later on in the night

After thinking all day I honestly don't know whats wrong with me. I loved this man but he doesn't see it. All he sees is a hurt women who is over him when I really fighting. Not just him but myself too.

I always thought that the miss connection and distance would be fixed. I ran away and worked to keep myself occupied and I guess he cheated to take my place. Why? Uh I feel like shit and I don't know how to fix it. 

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"Beyonce."I heard while being shacked

I opened my eyes to see an aggravated Jay staring at me.

"Blue is in the room sleep.She shouldn't wake up until the morning but yeah."He said 

I watched as the love of my life walked out the door once again. 

I wanted to run to him and kiss him all over but my body just wouldn't allow me to do so. Whats wrong with me?

I heard the door slam and be locked and my feet magically wanted to work again. 

I ran after his car before he got out the gates.

"JAY! WAIT UP !" I yelled trying to get him to stop 

He stopped his car and opened his window. He looked at me as if I had 3 heads.

"What are you doing outside looking like that? Are you fucking crazy?"

I looked down and realized I was in a thong with one of his shirts on. I didn't even have a bra on. 

"We need to talk."I said barley being able to breathe

"Its late Beyonce, and I don't want to argue tonight. How about I call your tomorrow?He said not looking at me

"No, I need to talk to you now. Please Jay. I need this."I said pleading 

He thought about it for a good 5 minutes before nodding. 

"Is that a yes?"I said exited

"Yes it is Ms.Knowles, now get out the driveway so I can pull in."He said closing his window

Ms.Knowles? I haven't been a Knowles in years? Ill let it go because I know he is still mad at me. 

I walked into the house and got some wine glasses and me and Jays favorite wine out. I set it on the table and he came in a minute later. 

He sat on the opposite couch which hurt a little but its alright.

"Want some wine?"I said offering him some.

"I didn't come here for wine. I came here because you asked to talk."He said very stern

"Um alright. Well you know I love you an-"I started

"Stop.Just stop."He interrupted me

I looked at him confused.

"You ask me to talk just to cut me off."I said getting upset

"What your saying is bullshit."

"What are you saying Jay. I do love you and it hurts that your denying my love."

"You haven't loved me since Blue was born and a little before that. I married your HOPING that you would show me some love with a ring."He said "But I was wrong."He said just a little above a whisper

"WHERE IS THIS ALL COMING FROM!"I yelled frustrated 

"It was always there but you decided to ignore it. For years we were disconnected but I had faith in us but it got to the point to where I couldn't anymore."He said 

"So all these years your lied to me. Every I love you was a lie?"

"It wasn't a lie. I do love you but I don't think you really want me."He put his head down "Do you even love me."

"YES I LOVE YOU!"I yelled 

"PROVE IT!"He yelled back

Words of the Author:

OMG its been so long you guys. Sorry for the short update but we are going to start updating more just wait on it. 

What do you think is going to happen next?

Separation? talking? what ? 

Is the tour still in the picture?

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