Finding Love On The Run !

"I want you.."

How can I prove to this man that I love him. Shouldn't marrying him be enough? Shouldn't having his kid be enough? Shouldn't the way I gave him my all be enough?

"How can I possibly prove to you that I love you?"I said annoyed

"By doing normal things like spend some time with your family."

'I do spend time with you guys." I supported

"How? You don't even know your daughter." He yelled

"Yes I do, probably more than you do."

"Really?"

I nodded

"So you know that your daughter thinks that you hate her."

"Wait what?"I said hurt

"Yes your daughter that you say you know all so well doesn't even believe you love her. Shit I don't even believe it."

I threw the closest thing at him which just so happens to be a wine glass.

"YOU COULD QUESTION MY LOVE FOR YOU ALL YOU WANT."I yelled "but don't EVER question the love I have for my daughter. Especially after everything that happened."

"How can I not question it? Do you not remember the time when Blue took her first steps?Oh right you wasn't there!"He said

"Way to hit below the belt Jay!"

"Oh so now I'm suppose to care about your feelings? After all the low blows you took at me? Calling me a cheating, bastard. Ring a bell?"He said

"At least what I said was true."I said "YOUR A CHEATER!"

"AND YOUR NOT?"He yelled back

"NO!"I yelled

"Yes you are."He said lowering his voice. "Remember that night at the club when you got mad because I was supposedly looking at some chick all turned on? And you left me and Blue home alone."

Come to think of it I do remember that night. And lord was I pissed off.

"I called your phone over and over again but, got no answer. Then I got a call from Kanye around 2 saying he seen you at the club with Usher."He said looking hurt. "When you came home you recorded of sex and you was drunk. I tried talking to you but no you ignored me acting all guilty. Come to find out you slept with homeboy that night and many others."

"You see Ja-"I started

"Just stop. I don't want to hear your tired excuse. I have forgiven you for it and I'm over it but, don't play the innocent card because you have skeletons in your closet to."

"That's where you got me fucked up Jay."I said ready to get him together. "You know those vows we made when we got married. I stayed true to mine. That night I did go to the club, have a couple drinks and even met Usher there but see the difference between the 2 of us is I kept my shit closed. Kanye did tell you right. I went to "homeboys" crib where he did try to get with me but did I do? I left and came home to my husband. Just to find out that 20 minutes before I walked into the door he had the same bitch he was staring hard at in my bed with her legs open. Didn't think I knew did you? Yes kinda butt called me but it was alright because I promised to love you for better OR for worse."I said walking away.

I went upstairs to Blues room because it was too toxic in that room. When I got into the room I seen a crying Blue.

"What happen buba."I said walking to her

"You daddy yelling."She said clearly upset

"I'm sorry. Daddy and Mommy was just sharing feeling."

"are you daddy break."She said

"No baby."

"pwomise?"She said

"Promise. Now lets get back to sleep."

"Oway."

She layed back down and after a couple minutes I heard her little snores. I went back to my room making sure not to wake Blue.

When I got into the room I just sat on my bed thinking. I looked over at the picture from me and Jays wedding and I burst into tears. I love this man so much but its not working. My daughter knows that were breaking up and it breaking my heart.

As I was crying I felt a hand on my shoulder. I knew who it was but I was hoping I was bugging.

"Beyonce."He said softly.

"Jay please go. I love you I really do but, I can't do this right now. I'm emotionally drained, my-I started

I got interrupted by Jays lips connecting with mine. OMG how I missed his lips they are just so plump and UHH! Heavenly. We haven't kiss this passionately in a long time but it feel so good. I put all my feelings into the kiss and I could tell he was doing the same.

After a mini make out session we both pulled back smiling.

"Forgive me?"He said

"I forgive you. Forgive me?"I asked

"I forgive you Jay ." He said.

Jay P.O.V

"Now kiss me." Beyoncé whispered seductively.

I gave her a smirk and closed my eyes leaving in and kissing her. We held the kiss for a good 30 seconds before she pulled away moaning slightly.

"I want you." I whispered  looking her in the eyes

"Then take me!"

I leaned in kissing her lips once again. I liked her bottom lip wanting her to let me in, and lucky she did. I stuck my tongue in her moths and slide my hands from her waist to her ass and gave it a squeeze causing her to moan and bring get hands to my neck.

She then went from my neck, to under my shirt lightly running her hands up and down my abs. I squeezed her ass a little harder and rubbed it causing her to moan slowly into the kiss again.  she moved us back to the bed and I layer down while she straddled me. She tongued me down and I grabbed her ass once again until she broke the kiss.

She took off the shirt she was wearing exposing her bare chest while rotating her hips teasing my friend. Then she slide my shirt off still rubbing my abs letting out little moans flow out her mouth.

"I need you Jay."

"I need you too Bey." I said flipping her over

I started sucking on her neck since I knew that one of her weakness. She moaned softly in my ear. From her neck I went down to her shoulders, then her boobs making sure to give both enough attention. Down to her stomach kissing all over. Then I have both of her thighs a light kiss.

"Stop teasing me baby." Beyoncé whined arching her back

I chuckled at her lack of patience before lightly kissing on her second pair of lips .

"mhmm right there." She moaned

I kept licking and sucking until she finally climaxed.

"I need you inside of me baby."She moaned finally coming back from her high

I undressed and got in between her legs.

And I made love to her all night long.