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Jay-Z P.O.V

Its been a week since I asked Bey out for lunch and she finally agreed . Today is the day and I am fucking exited . I really have so much to tell her because all day since she text me I have been thinking about our situation . I love her with all my heart and I dont undertstand why I do what I do to her. I mean I know it has to with my past but I refuse to use my father as an excuse for doing these thing to her . I hope she could just look into my eyes and read the truth in my eyes because its hard for me to express myself . I know sounds like bullshit since Im a rapper and shit but when I rap I can talk out my ass and somtimes talk from my heart . However when I talk to Bey its all truth and it all comes from my heart which is hard for me to express.

I realized that I am a man I need to stand my ground . I need to wake my ass up and tell my fucking wife how I feel . I know bey and she's not going to judge me for it because that's all she's been asking me to do for the past years of our marriage . She doesn't want our feeling to be a secret anymore like in our previous years . So today is the day I tell her I really feel .

I got up and threw my clothes on getting ready for this lunch that's about to happen . Im ready for this , shit I practically rehearsed the shit I'm going to say but I forgot all that I'm just going to let it come from the heart .

I walked out the house and drove to the designated spot I told her to meet me at . I'm nervous but I don't know why .
I'm not supposed to me so let act right . I got out the car and walked into the reserved restaurant for me bey. No one else is allowed because of fans and we have job a lot of thing to discuss.

I walked in and sat at the table and just waited for her to show . I got on my phone and just watched all the scores for basketball and looked at who's winning since I'm missing my first nets game . she finally arrived and we started to order .

"hello how may I help you today , would you like to start off with any drinks my name is Nicole ."The waitress said

"yes hi I would love to have a hurricane without the vodka in it I would like to substitute it for Hennessy ." Beyonce said

"hi can I have a strawberry lemonade , no ice ." I asked

"coming right up are you ready to order also ."She aksed

"yes can I have a garden salad ."Beyonce said ordering

"can I have a steak with potatoes omelet light on the egg ."I said

"coming right up ." The waitress said leaveing

After I seen the waitress fully leave I was ready to express how I felt to Beyonce. I couldnt hold it in anymore all these stupid feelings are killing me. I swear I sound like a bitch but this women does this to me .

"Beyonce I am really sor-"I said being cutt off

"Jay right now is not the time. I came here to discuss some buisness with you."She said pulling out a stack of papers

That is a little scary ... We are going threw a rouge time and she said she will think about us and when we do come together she want to talk about BUISNESS? Is this a divorce or somthing because if it is shoot me NOW!

"WH-WHAT is this?"I studdered

"Remember that tour David and them talked to us about?"She asked

"Yea sure but I thought we agreed not to do it?"I asked confused

"Well I did a lot of thinking and I think we should do it."

"No I refuse to do this.. Im not making money using our relationship that wrong."I said shaking my head

"Jay this tour is our last hope staying with each other."

"How is being stressed , annoyed , overworked and tierd on tour going to help us?"I asked confused out of my mind

"Its long hours TOGETHER! Doing somthing we love ! Music is the reason we are together Jay."She said

I have to agress with her on that point but still..

"Why now?"I asked

She sighed

"Because I honesly think that a divorce is really close in our future if we dont do this."She said putting her head down

WHAT? WHAT? AND WHAT? I have so many questions going threw my head and right when I was about to asked her somthing the waitress came with the food. Beyonce sat and ignored me just staring down at her food picking at it . As much as I tried to talk to her the more she ignored me until I finally I just gave up .

When we finished eating I payed for the bill . And finally Beyonce talked ..

"Its either you sign the tour agreement or you sign the divorce papers."She said handing me the divoce papers

Then guess what she did , she got up and. WALKED away like nothing happen , or like nothing just had been said .

We are going to talk about this because I'm going to do the tour for the sack of our marriage for the sack of our family .

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THANKS GUYS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING AWSOME THE STORY GETS BETTER LET THE RUN BEGAN LOL IM LAME BUT ENJOY LOVE YOU GUYS DID YALL SEE BLUE CAKE THAT SHIT STUNTED ON ALL MY BIRTHDAY CAKES . UNTILL NEXT TIME KEEP BEING FLAWLESS .