Finding Love On The Run !

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Jay P.O.V

Its been about a month or so since i felt like Beyonce been ignoring me . So I decited to take BEY OUT FOR DINNER AND SHE still isn't feeling me. I was hard most of the damn night we haven't had sex since last month and than she DOSENT look at me how she used to .she's in the tub and I'm about to try and join her and maybe we can surfboard . as I walked into the bathroom I saw beyonce frown and I didn't now why she always dose this to me I never get it I than spoken

"care if I join you?" I asked and dropped my towel

she looked down at my dick and than gasped and than she said

"oh sorry babe I pea In the water I just couldn't help it after those drinks you now ."

I than walked out the bathroom rolled my eyes in a man way and went to sleep in blues room on her couch .

Beyonce P.O.V

after I got out the bath I went to get dress and no jay sat at the edge of the bed and got lotion and LAYED in the bed and went to sleep .

: Next Morning :

I woke up and still no jay I'm used to him trying to kiss all over me and so I walked into blues room and and no blue and I rushed in the kitchen and no one was here I called jay " I'm about to give him a peace of my mom UNTILL I saw a note .

Dear beyonce ,

You have been so wired lately and I don't know what happend but me and blue went to Disneyland were flying back tonight we will be home buy 9:00 pm and If your about to call me don't bother blue dropped it in some water but as soon as I get home I'm leaving and staying at a hotel i think you need some time by your self p.s jay

I can't believe he did that but I do feel bad I haven't had sex in like a month and I really feel spaced from him . But truth is I'm just not feeling myself and I'm not feeling jay I than decided to nap UNTIL they got home in about and hour or so .

Jay P.O.V

"blue blue lets take a picture!" i said

she smiled it was so beautiful I love my angel she's my life and I love her so much as we got our private plan and we arrived home and I had bob take us home in my car because if I let blue go she cries and cries unless it's beyonce.

Beyonce P.O.V

I heard jay and blue coming through the door and I ran to grab blue

"hey baby mommy missed you. "I said In a baby tone voice as I grabbed blue

jay made no eye contact with me and walked upstairs I played with blue for a while and than she was out I walked her to her room rocking her back and forth and put her I'm her bed

I slowly walks into our bedroom and saw jay packing and in the phone with the hotel people I stood at the door with my arms crossed he hung up the phone and I just watched him as he was on his way out I stepped outside and I spoke

"so this is it your done with me?"I asked dryly "

"no I'm not done with your done with me and I tired of being a slave begging my wife for sex or for her to kiss me but okay I'll talk to you later."he said angrily

"jay do whatever you have to do but I love you "I said

"no you don't I'm your fuck buddy I'll be here In the morning to get my child !" he said walking away

I cant beileve he just said that to me in my house ? He know that I love him more then I love myself . If I didnt I would have never said I do to him . To think that the man that has my heart is cabable to say those words to me with no type of regret of feeling or anything . Then he has the nerve to say that his my fuck buddy? Like what type of shit is that you dont marry your fuck buddy . I just cant undertsand all of this . Are we done for good? Am I going to be lonly for years? Am I single or ? What does this all mean ? I really dont know what to do? How can I fix my marriage because I know its broken ? But what I know for sure is i love my husband.

Jay P.O.V

I'm walking into the house to get blue and it kind if sad that beyonce treats me like she dose .why she act so mean?why she don't want to have sex? why is our marriage over? dose she love me ?I'm I a bad guy for living ? I guess you can only see . as I walked to blues room beyonce is in there rocking her she looks so beautiful rocking our child .beyonce than gave her to me .

" I want you to know that whatever happend I love me some Shawn Corey carter and I'm sorry for not being myself ."Beyonce said looking sorry

I than pulled her in a kiss which indeed was the most powerful kiss I've given in days.I wanted her o know I understand and still have love for her no matter what happens.

"I love you know go wait for daddy in the bedroom." I said in a sudeucive voice knowing she loved it

"YESS daddy mommies waiting" she said chuckling