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Wednesday, August 17th, 2039: 11 p.m.
"Khalil we really messed up she said she doesn't wanna move back in and I over heard her on face time with the kids asking them to pack up her house and she'll pay them, a-and I ju-just feel like a bad mom a-and I hate it f-for 18 y-years that wa-was one of my biggest fears and h-here it is I feel t-terrible" Oceana cried into my under the night sky of our balcony that's connected to our bedroom.
"I know we did but we're not perfect baby, and you're far from a bad mom baby you're the best you're so loving and nurturing and all you wanted to do was protect her but I take the blame I should not have let him come to Miami with me..We had a whole argument about him staying home and letting me handle it but once he saw the picture and note that was left in the mailbox of K'asani and Xuri he went crazy and I couldn't blame him because I'm the same way about you and the kids I just wish I could've conceived him..He could be well and with K'asani and papa's babies like he wanted he thought he was gonna die he told me to tell K'asani and Xuri he loved them but I kept slapping him to stay awake..I never been traumatized before and I've done my fair share of not so good deeds but that was traumatizing watching him covered in all that blood so young like I may not have been fond of him at first but I've grown to love him and it was hard seeing him like and he also said tell K'asani to wear my favorite panties at his funeral and I almost stopped holding his wound" I admitted rubbing Oceana's back while looking up at the night sky at the full moon that rested above us.
"Well did you tell her" she asked looking up at me then I nodded.
"Yes while we were on the phone today and she actually laughed for the first time in days and she said loved us and that she's not mad at us and she wants us to stop thinking that, but she said she's gonna have Cairo bring papa's baby for the triplets birthday and I'm so excited because I miss her so much"
"I miss her too my little princess..this is like deja vu we went through the same thing now they're going through it and I know how she feels because when you were laid up in that bed I felt lonely I don't know why I didn't tell her..I have to go to Miami papá I need to be with my baby" she said looking up at me with tears in her eyes.
"I would love to come as well but mama outta town so I'll hold the house down until then, but I'm sending hella security with you I already have some posted outside of the hospital and their room but you can go" I said wiping her eyes.
"Ok, only for a couple days then I'll be back in your arms" she said smiling causing me to smile.
"Naked" I asked with an eyebrow raised it's been awhile since we've had sex because y'all know newborns need full attention but the boys actually offered to take KJ tonight.
