Pretty When You Cry////Asahi Azumane x Male/NB Reader

Chapter XV

I walked around the park, looking for Asahi. Sweat grew on my brow as my eyes darted from corner to corner. Soon, I saw Asahi sitting on a bench near a small lake that swerved through the park. I started to run towards him, my head started to ache as I moved.

Lucy! What the hell are you doing? You're supposed to be helping me!

"I'm getting really tired Y/N! So stop running!"

I can't believe he's right there! She sighed as my headache started to subside. I ran closer to him as I started to see what was happening. He held his head in his hands as tears fell from his chocolate eyes.

"A-Asahi!" I called out to him. He looked up, eyes widened from surprise. The soft wind blew his hair and the tears flowed from his eyes. His desperation to hold on started to dissipate as he got up from the bench to walk away.

"P-please don't leave me!" I cried out, not noticing how my voice cracked, holding back my own tears. He stopped in his tracks.

"I-I was going to get him, but he's in school right now Y/N. I'll tell him after school and you will be happy with him." He replied, starting to walk away. I finally reached him and grabbed the sleeve of his shirt.

"That's not what I meant Asahi, I'm talking to you." I spoke quietly, choking on my breath.

"Y/N, let me go!" He cried out, not turning around. I shook my head vigorously.

"NO! I'm not letting go because if I do you'll leave without even hearing me out! SO LISTEN ASAHI! LISTEN TO ME!" I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, I walked closer to him so my face was pressing against his arm.

"Fine. Just say it and get it over with, after I don't think I can talk to you. I t-think I just need some space."

"Okay, then. I'm just going to say it." I took a deep breath in, "I LOVE YOU ASAHI!" There was a moment of silence between us, I let go of his arm and clenched my fists.

Lucy, I don't think he likes me.

"No, no no! But I can't fail! I can't fucking fail! I was so sure of it! FUCK!! Lucy sobbed in my head. I sat down on the bench and closed my wet eyes,

You can dispose of me Lucy, I'm sorry you failed. If it helps, it hurts me too. I couldn't hear a response, just her crying.

"Y/N, let's get you home, you need to rest. I-I think the medications got to your head." He turned around and lightly held my arm.

"No."

"No?"

"Asahi, I love how you smile with me instead of at me. I love that you are a kind and loving person to everyone even if you're scared to do so. I love how you care for me. Asahi, I love you. I-I love you so much that it hurts. And you saying this bullshit about finding the one I love hurts more! So, just reject me and leave, I can walk myself home." I raised my head to him and tried to smile, still crying.

"You want me to reject you?" I chuckled and sniffled.

"No, but you are too dense sometimes. I mean, its adorable but, if you don't like me then-"

"I don't like you Y/N."

Ow, ow owww! I held onto my legs, my breath heavier as I started to sob.

"I think friends can like each other, but we aren't friends anymore b-because, I uh. I love you too Y/N."

"BITCH FOR REAL!?" Lucy chimed in.

Lucy?!

"Pay attention hoe, I'll be quiet. I looked back up at him. Asahi had a soft smile as he lowered himself to me.

"I-I didn't know you felt like that Y/N, I-I um." He averted his eyes, blush covered him heavily.

"You, love me too?" He laughed at my response,

"Yeah, I just don't know how to show it to you. I thought you loved Daichi, I mean you were friends with him since childhood and you tease him a lot."

"Yeah, because he's stupid." I laughed out, "Asahi, may I hug you?" He didn't respond, I only was able to feel a pair of warm arms pulling me into an embrace. I squish my legs together as I reach up to him to hug him back.

"Please go on a date with me Y/N." He whispered into my ear.

"You can choose the place and time. But for now can we head back? I'm getting tired." He quickly released me from our hug. His eyes widened as he looked at my tear stained face.

"I will never make you cry again, also I forgot you had a concussion." He quickly swept me into his arms and started to carry me bridal style back home.

"Aren't I too heavy?" I began to feel self-conscious as He was holding all of my weight.

"Y/N, I can carry you no matter your weight, I mean I have been told by some people that I have b-big muscles..." He pursed his lips from embarrassment. I laughed,

"Yeah you do have pretty big muscles, and they're really hot too." I rested my head on his chest and began to fall asleep. 

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HELLO! I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF THAT I'M NOT LATE MUHAHAHAHAHA.

There also will not be an update next week because my mom is getting married and I'm Indian so it's like a week long celebration. Sooooooooooooooo YEAH. 

I hope you enoyed!

TTYL LOVE YOU ALL!!

-Nova