The Wife Of Dorian Gray

Chapter 6. Aftertaste

💎Dorian's POV💎

I woke up on the living couch. I looked at the time and it was 6:30 am. I remember bits and pieces of last night.

I remember having sex with mutiple women and telling Sasha.

I walked upstairs and walked into my bedroom. Sasha wasn't in there. Did she leave me? I hope she didn't.

I checked the guest bedroom and saw her laying down. She wasn't even in her nightgown.

She looks like she's been crying. I put my hand on her shoulder and she woke up.

"Good morning Darling, may we talk?"

"Talk about why you slept with other women?" She sassed, while sitting up.

"I'm sorry Darling, I should've never done that."

"Why did you do this to me? Why did you tell my parents you want to marry me then cheat?" She cried. I tried to hug her but she pushed me away.

"I'm so sorry Darling. I love you."

"You still stink of their perfumes!"

"I.." I stuttered

"Just get out Dorian. I need to be alone."

"Okay, Darling."

I got up and left. I can't believe I listened to Harry. Seeing her cry knowing that I was the reason pained me. She was supposed to be my everything. But I treated her horribly.

How was I going to make up for this? I loved her so much. I wasn't thinking straight. I don't wanna lose my Darling.

I decided to meet up with Basil. I needed his advice. He was right all along. I couldn't believe I was so naive. I washed up and got ready in some regular clothes. I left a note for Sasha telling her exactly where I was.

"Dear Sasha, if you're reading this you're probably still angry with me. I'm going to a coffee shop with Basil. I deeply sorry Darling. I'll be back soon. I promise.

Love Dorian"

We met at one of my favorite coffee shops. I was at a table waiting for him. He soon walked in the door smiling. But soon stopped as he saw my worried expression.

"What's the matter Dorian?" He asked,

"I made a mistake Basil, Sasha found out and I don't think she'll ever forgive me."

"Dorian, you have to show her you're worth forgiving. Don't let other women have you anymore."

"You're right Basil. Thank you." I smiled getting up.

"W-where are you going?" Basil questioned.

"I have to get back to my Fiancé  Basil, thanks again!" I smiled. He laughed and said goodbye as I walked out.

I hurried and drove home and went inside. Sasha was still in her room. I got some paper and went to the piano.

I began letting my fingers go freely to make the perfect song. All my emotions in this tune. How sorry I was and how much I care for her. A tear fell down my cheek.

I was playing for a few minutes until I noticed Sasha looking at me. She walked to me and I stood up.

"I made this song for you."

She kissed me and I held her waist.

"So you really love me?" She said, breaking the kiss.

"Of course I love you Darling, I just made a idiotic mistake."

"But I can't forgive you this easily. Every time I look at you I..." she stopped. She began getting teary eyed.

"I imagine you fucking a bunch of whores!" She shouted. She ran back to the guest room and shut the door.

The pain in her eyes. Her beautiful brown eyes. The tears flowing down her cheek. It was too much for me. I broke down. Tears going down my face. The love of my life, my future wife. Hates me...

🌸Sasha's POV🌸

2 days later...

I've been sleeping in the guest room for a while now. I only see Dorian's room to get my clothes. 

Thankfully he's stopped trying to talk to me. He knows I don't want to hear from him. I haven't told my family about what happened. Not even Sianna. I've just been writing.

I haven't left the house either. I want to talk to him but It just hurts too much. I hate him! I hate that it hurts to hate him.

I checked the mail and saw a red envelope. I opened it and it was a card. It says Mr. and Mrs. Williams are throwing a party.

They were refurbishing their house after a fire that happened last fall. I guess it's all done.

I'll have to go with Dorian. Maybe this could be a great opportunity to get some payback.

I knew getting revenge wouldn't make the pain go away. And my parents always taught me to always do the right thing, but that's not how you get through a life like this.

I told a maid to tell Dorian that I want to go to the Williams party. It's tonight and it starts at 8.

I looked through my closet for something to wear. Ugh, nothing was right. I need something to make all the men want me. Attention like that will make Dorian mad.

I ask one of the butlers to drive me to a famous clothing store. I looked around and finally saw the perfect dress. It was a lilac purple with a ruffled pattern at the bottom. The sleeves were puffed and had grape stitch designs on them. It was puffy and the back had a bow. On the skirt part it was silky but cotten and also had grape designs. It was expensive but I knew I wasn't walking out of that store without it.

Once I got home it was 6:45. Darn it! I guess I'll just have to rush. I washed up with my berry scented body wash and put the matching lotion on. After that I put some white lingerie on and then my dress. It was perfect.

I felt so beautiful. I haven't felt that in a while. Maybe it's because of Dorian. I thought that maybe if I was more of a bed-type girl he wouldn't have cheated on me. Maybe, maybe not. It doesn't matter anyways. Boys will be fucking boys!

I put some perfume on and grabbed my purse. I almost forgot about my makeup and hair!

I slicked my hair back with gel and put some red lipstick on. I put some white shoes on and went to find Dorian. He was downstairs waiting by the door. He looked at me like I was a golden statue.

"You look lovely my Dear," he smiled.

"Thank you Dorian. You look rather dashing yourself."

He grabbed my hand and we walked to the car. Being around him makes me want to forgive him. Why is it so hard? Why did he have to make things so complicated?

I want to kiss him. I want to sleep in his bed but then I remember what he did for me to leave.

Is it always gonna be like this?

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