Losing track of time with aren kuboyasu (m!reader x aren kuboyasu)

Chapter 23

Authors note: this chapter is like kinda horny but in a passionate kisses kinda way horny

„How."

He looks at you, very confused. „What do you mean, how? How I heard you?", you laugh, while you twirl up some spaghetti. „It's easy. I know exactly what you want to say.", you smirk, taking a bite. „Woah! Delicious!", you look over at Aren in surprise. „You are a good cook!"

„I told you, didn't I~", he flirts. „But this wonderful mood was set up by you.". He smiles, taking a bite himself. „I love you, honey.". The new petname made you flinch, as he chuckles at your red face. „You're adorable."

After your last bite, you wipe off anything that was still sticking to your lips. „Oh. Missed a spot there.", Aren tells you, as he leans over the table to wipe it off. His strong hand caresses your cheek, as he wipes off some sauce from the corner of your mouth with his thumb.

„You're so handsome.", he whispers, booping your nose. „Hehe.". He looks at you, very relaxed. It was so nice to see him so in peace. You get up and walk over to him, sitting down next to him. „You're really handsome as well.", you whisper, leaning on his shoulder.

„Now, now. I'm not done yet.", he chuckles, glancing over at you as he finishes the last bit of his dinner. „Now I'm done.", he smiles, wiping his mouth with a piece of cloth. „Now we can make out.", he jokes, quietly laughing while caressing your cheek.

„Oh, we will."

You throw him off the chair, pinning him down on the ground. „How does it feel to be the bottom?", you giggle, before kissing him. Having the power for once made you feel confident. As you twirl your tongue around his, he whimpers quietly. It only made you go deeper.

You let go with a gasp, looking him into his sharp eyes. He was panting, trying to catch a breath. „Wow. Being on the receiving end is awesome.", he scoffs, rolling over and pinning you down. „But I like being the top as well.", he says, before kissing you passionately.

You struggle to breathe for a second, gasping while kissing. He takes the opportunity to turn this into a sloppy kiss, hungrily drilling his tongue down the sides of your tongue. Never before have you felt Aren be this unhinged. He doesn't hold back a bit, pinning your hands down easily.

He lets you catch a breath, smirking at your exhausted face. „Well, well. Look at you.", he scoffs, as you lay there on the ground, a panting mess. „Aren.. I need a break..", you whimper, trying to free yourself from his strong grip.

He let's go. „I'm.. sorry. If it ever gets too much again, tell me.", he mumbles, putting your head on his chest. Never have you heard it beating so fast. You just relax, sinking down in his strong arms, wrapped around you. „That was nice.", you whisper, while holding onto his shirt tightly.

After a while, you finally calmed your breath. „Thank you for letting go.", you mumble, still cuddling up to him. „What do you mean, thank you?", he asks. „You told me to stop, so I did. Isn't that normal?". He brushes through your hair with his hand.

„I guess so."

Authors note: here's me coping with trauma by making my comfort character understand the importance of consent