Yours always, Pre'asia

Can't Stop Loving you

I could never get over you baby

When I first met you man it was so crazy

You thought I was feelin' myself, to me you so freakin' arrogant

I could never forget the loser, you really was hanging with

I'm tryna forget the people that told you I wasn't it

Never get over the look you give me like I could get it, if I was with it?

First time you kissed me, I could tell it was different

The feeling that I was gettin'

This feelin' that I been missing my whole life I ain't tryna let it go

I know that I be trippin, but I ain't never gave my heart to nobody

I thought I did but when you came I proved that I really didn't

Anything you do I find it in my heart to forgive it-Omg Girlz, Can't stop loving you

::February 14,2013::

"Look take that stuck up shit on somewhere because unlike everybody else I see right through you. Every year for 3 years on Valentines day we would toot our nose up at all the prissy girls in dresses and with their hair done and look right before my eyes you have transformed into a replica. What happened Pre?" Latrica's voice echoed back and forth in my head I couldn't believe it she went off on me she tore me apart.

I was not mad at her for saying what she said but I was messed up. I kept trying to see what I could have done better.

"Just remember before you knew Chres you had me. When your Ma didn't care and nobody else did you need to remember I cared. You were my best friend in the beginning I was who you wanted to go talk to and know i just can't tell you what exactly happened to you But I'm not going to be there Pre" She said hanging up. That last sentence killed me..... I'm not going to be there Pre

I'm not going to be there Pre

I'm not going to be there.....

I wanted to cry like a little bitch but I'm way to trill. I tried so hard not to mess up those pretty curls Arianna did to my hair but after that phone call I ran my fingers through my hair so many times that they got loose. I was wearing a dress... Ugghhh I know right but it was pretty I guess. I don't even wanna go out anymore. I changed out of my dress into some sweatpants and a sports bra then I just slid into my bed.

I could hear Chresanto ring on the doorbell but I wasn't getting up period. I was to tired I just rolled my eyes and buried myself in my blankets. Chresanto came in with black and red roses and a big teddy bear. I smiled slightly at him before laying my head back on my pillow. "What's wrong?" He said sitting down the roses and coming to sit next to me. I shrugged "Nothing I just don't want to go out today that's all." I said scratching the tip of my nose because I was lying I really really really did want to go out but I just wasn't in the mood anymore.

He kissed my forehead "Your lying tell me the truth." I shrugged "Ugghhh it's nothing okay I just don't wanna go." I said biting my lip and rolling my eyes. He always so concerned about everything. "Pre'asia what's wrong?" He asked me again getting frustrated "Nothing damn I said nothing what the fuck do you want me to fucking say stop worrying about it DAMN!" I said huffing while rolling my eyes angrily. He was always so worried about everything he could never just take my word for it I was lying but damn he doesn't take my word for shit he always thinks I'm lying. I was wrong and all for going off I don't even know why I blew up like that but now he was pissed off at me.

"I was trying to help but now I'm leaving damn oh and Happy valentines day." He said clenching his jaw and leaving. DAMNIT what the hell is wrong with me today. I groaned inside my pillow. I jumped up to go chase after Chresanto and try to apologize but he was downstairs struggling with the door.