Yours always, Pre'asia

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¢συℓ∂ tнιѕ вє єαяtн, ¢συℓ∂ tнιѕ вє ℓιgнt

∂σєѕ tнιѕ мєαи єνєяуtнιиgѕ gσιиg tσ вє αℓяιgнt

σиє ℓσσк συt му ωιи∂σω tнєяє'ѕ tяєєѕ tαℓкιиg ℓιкє ρєσρℓє

ι ∂яєαмt σf ѕтσямѕ, ι ∂яєαмt σf ѕσυи∂

ι ∂яєαмt σf gяανιtу кєєριиg υѕ αяσυи∂

ι ѕℓєρt ιи tнє ∂αякиєѕѕ ιt ωαѕ ℓσиєℓу αи∂ ιт ωαѕ ѕιℓєиt

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∂σи't вєℓιєνє ωнαt tнιѕ ιѕ, ¢συℓ∂ вє gινєи α иαмє

ι αωσкє уσυ tнєяє ¢нαѕιиg ρℓαиєtѕ σи му fσяєнєα∂

вυt ι fσяgєt 23 ℓιкє ι fσяgєt 17

αи∂ ι fσяgєt му fιяѕt ℓσνє, ℓιкє уσυ fσяgєt α ∂αу ∂яєαм

αи∂ ωнαt σf αℓℓ му ωιℓ∂ fяιєи∂ѕ, αи∂ tнє tιмєѕ ι'νє нα∂ ωιtн tнєм

вυt ι'ℓℓ fα∂є tσ gяєу ѕσσи σи tнє tν ѕtαtισи- fяαик σ¢єαи, ωнιtє

March 2, 2013

I was laying on my back in my room. All the fans were in my room blowing and i was popping a piece of strawberry flavoured gum. It's only been a day and Chres is blowing up my phone trying to talk. I've been ignoring him that shit is hard to not talk to the person you talk to everyday, the person that has your heart I'm only doing it because i just need a break from him for a awhile.

I Oovoo'd Latrica and she answered third ring "Hey girl." She said smiling at me."Hey what you doing?" I asked her because she was in a room I never saw before "Girl I'm in my room at my auntie house looking through all these clothes she gave me for the baby that I don't know the sex of." She chuckled and I did too. She then studied my face "Girl you been crying what the hell happened to you?" I sighed and told her everything once I was finished she sighed "You were wrong." She said like she didn't want to say it but she had to. I sighed "I know but we need I break I gotta clear my head from him for awhile I mean I love the shit out of that boy but were together all the time were bound to argue and I really need to think about all the stuff he told me." She nodded and tried to cheer me up "Well I get to know what my baby is next month and I'm excited as hell." I smiled at her "I'll be there what's the day?" She beamed "April 10th" I smiled at her again "I got I'll talk to you later Latrica Lashay." She smiled and waved while hanging up.

I dug my head into my pillow and out of the blue......For the first time in two months my ma came in my room and sat down next to me and said "Hey baby" like everything was peaches and cream and like joy could just drip from her words almost like chocolate melting in heat.

I rolled my eyes and gave her a dry low ass "Hi mama wassup?"

"So how's your boyfriend?" I sighed at the thought of our argument yesterday and said "He's fine"

She smiled at me and said"I wanted to talk about something I haven't been honest about" This made me raise an eyebrow and say. "What?"

"Okay so it's about your father. Maybe three years ago we met up again and we talked about everything and let's just say one thing lead to another and umm you remember when i sent you to your Grandma's house for like 6 months" I slowly nodded my head yes because after that visit she stopped talking to me "Well that day one thing led to another and let's just say"