~ Carlos 's P.O.V.~
I wake up with a raging headache. I think about the wild night I had yesterday but it would have been better if Hope was there. I like Sabrina but she is nothing like Hope. I miss her but I am mad at her for saying that to Sabrina. She told Sabrina to stay away from me. Why would she do that? It doesn't look something she would do.
I get out of bed and use the bathroom. I get ready for work and wait patiently for the bus to come. " I wonder what Hope is doing right now" I think to myself.No. I mad at her but why do I keep thinking about her. " Where is the bus?" I think to myself. I had a small crush on her when we were little but I had gotten over it quickly. As I think of the memory, I didn't notice the bus was here. I quickly get on and the driver moves the bus without even waiting for me to get in my seat. I start thinking about Hope again. I can't believe those mean words I said to her yesterday. I was only mad because she didn't tell me earlier. What will she do when she leaves? Will she survive alone? Will she make another friend and forget about me? Was she planning to take me with her? I smile at the thought. Was she jealous when she said those words to Sabrina? Now I am smiling even wider and the person across from is looking at me like I am crazy. I was probably creeping her out. Why was I smiling because she is jealous?
I think there is something seriously wrong with me. I keep thinking about Hope. I don't know maybe the crush I had from when we were younger never went away. Maybe it was growing stronger and stronger and I didn't even realize it and now it just him me in the head. " I was in love with Hope and possibly she was in love with me." I think to myself.
