Double Love (An Ethan and Grayson Dolan Fanfiction)

Chapter 29

"Mom? Mom?!" I screamed. Tears rushed down my face. What the hell did I do? I'm so fucking stupid. My throat burned up and my eyes blurred. My phone started ringing again.

"H-H-H-Hello?" My voice crackled.

"This is Jessica Brooks, correct?"

"Uh-huh" I rubbed my eyes.

"We would like to inform you that your mother has just been involved in a car accidently and is currently unconscious and appears to be severely injured. She is currently being transferred to the New Jersey Medical Center for immediate attention."

My heart stopped. I screamed and flew myself to the ground. I punched the hard concrete and felt blood trickle down my fists.

I'm so fucking stupid. This is all my fault. Mom's the only piece of me I have left. Without her, it would just be me and Kayla. I didn't hate her, God, I dont. I never will. I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry.

I couldn't stop crying. Everything around me buzzed.

"This is all MY fault!!" I cried, shriveled up on the ground. I couldn't comrehend everything that was happening.

I saw Siena and the other boys approach me. I didn't want them to see me like this. I flipped over and started crying into the ground.

Alex crouched over beside me and placed his hand on my back. "Jess, what happened?"

I quivered. I tried to speak but I couldn't. My mouth felt dry and my throat tightened. My stomach was doing backflips. I felt sick.

"I-I-I-I-Its a-l-l-l-l-all muh-muh-muh-my fa-a-a-ault!" I gulped.

Grayson explained everything that happened. He picked me up off the ground and kissed me. I would have enjoyed that if I wasn't so empty inside. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he carried me to the car. Everything around me moved in slow-motion

Tyler, Ethan and Grayson all sat down and I laid across them. I couldn't stop the constant stream of tears falling from my eyes. Ethan rubbed my head and Grayson just kept whispering "It'll all be okay baby. I love you."

The hospital was about an hour and a half away from the beach. It wasn't really that far away, but the drive was feeling like an eternity. I tried to close my eyes and forget everything that was happening, but it was impossible. The fact that in the future, I may not only have no dad, but no mom also kept smashing in my mind like a freight train.

Grayson kissed me again and assured me it would all be okay. But I knew it wasn't.

Nothing was ever just 'okay' in my life.