Chosen Ones // A Dave Mustaine Fanfic

CHAPTER SEVEN: No More Mr. Nice Guy

"Are you okay? You look like you've been crying.." dave told me as we met up outside of his apartment. He said he was taking me somewhere special tonight.

"I'm alright" i smiled and hugged him tightly. I hadn't seen him in a few days, so it felt really nice to feel him again. He seemed like he was in an especially good mood today "but i do have something to tell you"

"And what's that?" he asked and we started walking. He gave me his jacket again.

"Well-" i was going to tell him i was living with the boys, but i couldn't bring myself to it. And i panicked "i love you" he looked at me, and laughed happily, sort of shocked

"yeah?" i nodded and blushed. I wasn't lying- i just wasn't going to tell me until he did. I wanted more time. He picked me up by my waist and lifted me up, my legs wrapped around his waist "the funny thing about that, is that i love you more" i smiled and screamed a little

"Let me go" i whined and laughed, clinging to him. He shook his head

"No way in hell" he grinned "tell me you love me more"

"Nope" i said stubbornly. He shrugged

"I guess i'll carry you the whole way then" he said and kept walking down the street. I groaned

"Fine, fine, i love you more" i said reluctantly.

"Ha" he said and put me down "that wasn't so hard, was it"

"Very hard" i sighed "where are we going?" i asked. He shrugged and grabbed my hand

"I'm not sure yet" he said. I thought he told me tonight would be something special... we walked for quite a while, until we came to a very pretty little park. Not the kind with play structures, but the kind with well kept grass, and a pond, and beautiful weeping willow trees.

"I've never been here before" i said, looking around. The fact that it was nighttime made it even greater. We stopped at a wooden bridge going over the pond and leaned over the railing. He smiled at me "why here?" i asked

"Cause' it's pretty" he said "just like you" he leaned in and kissed me "and because i have something to tell you"

"I had sex today. Twice" he said "i thought i'd tell you.. Then maybe it'd make it easier to ask you to be my full time girlfriend" my heart froze in place. Did that mean i had to tell him about james? I couldn't choose right now.

"Wait" i said "you want to be exclusive?" i asked, making sure i really heard him right. He stared at me, thinking

"You don't want to" he guessed. I shook my head

"Dave-" i panicked "it's not that i don't want you" i clarified and he rolled his eyes "but i sorta had sex too- well- it wasn't actually sex- but- it-" he put his finger to my lips

"Literally shut the fuck up" he said and lifted his finger. He smiled and kissed me roughly, putting his hand on my hips, pulling me tight to him. I kissed him back "you're mine" he said, out of breath after the kiss. I smiled. I just didn't have it in me to tell him how i really felt about james. I didn't have the heart to tell him no.

"I'm not really in the mood, dave" i whispered and put my head on his shoulder. He took his hands off my hips and wrapped them around me "i'm tired" i sighed

"You don't seem happy. I thought this is what you wanted, love" he asked, stroking my hair. I kissed his neck softly and gently

"I do want this" that wasn't a lie. I loved him. Almost more than anything. But not more than james. And i love james almost more than anything- but not dave. This meant i couldn't see james romantically anymore.