are you ever royally pissed at things for no reason. im sure that somedays i wake up with a dinosaur scale up my arse and spread negativity around, like those rice grains you throw in funerals. it probably has something to do with the obscene amount sensory triggers i experience, but its also very possible that im mentally a grumpy old dick of a grandpa.
if anyone clicked on this for an intellectual conversation, uhm, welp!
also trigonometry, nothing, and i mean nothing can make me lose my marbles more than that. its not like im terrible at math, and its not that i dislike it as a subject, its just that i never. get. anything. so i may or may not be procrastinating my trig homework right now, but dont worry, because its my problem, not yours.
i like maths. its not the end product, the answer that has me squealing in delight, but the method. two things about the method to be exact.
thing one; the tricks.
i love cunning things. the world considers all methods that are unconventional to be dishonourable. but to me, the best thing about a system are its loop holes. the sneaky, deceiving, manipulative double edged swords get my blood rushing at an incredible pace, because i like breaking rules, and above all, i like breaking rules in a wickedly clever manner. for me, this applies to mathematics too, theres nothing i enjoy more than using little tricks to make complex sums simple. i absolutely love it when i can device a technique to break apart the bonds that hold a question together. its as satisfying as watching one of those demolishing videos.
i guess i sound like one of those cruel court advisers from fairy tales now, like the sorceror in Aladdin. theres a difference in being 'bad' and twisting things to your benefit. for example, i can use one theory in maths, to ease another theory, or to explaing something else. both the theories are valid and i have not broken any rules of maths. it may feel like cheating, but its not. and anyways, for claritys sake, im honest, or at least i try my best.
well would you look at that, i went out of topic.
im bored
~helio
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In boredom, we indulge in poetry and paragraphs
Puisigood day to you too! (okay no curse good days, JUST day to you too!) this is a collection of some poems i wrote, short stories, and some rants. everyday musings and anecdotes if you will.
