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Trans MJ Part One

Disclaimer: I know absolutely nothing about being trans so I will at least ATTEMPT to be accurate with this chapter. If I mess anything up point it out so I can correct it. And I'm also doing my own research too.
And Michelle/Aiden will go from they/them to he/him.

TW: Cutting, dysphoria, overbinding, and transphobia. (I have no hate towards LGBTQ+ as I think I'm trans MTF, or possibly femboy idk I'm a mess)

Aiden had a secret that no one knew, not even Peter or Ned. See, the thing is they were trans, ftm. He had wanted to tell Peter and Ned, but what happened last time with some of his now ex friends scarred him for life. He had a hard time trusting people because he never knew if they were homophobic or not.

*Flashback to around 14-15 years old, freshman year at midtown*

Michelle had woken up to the blinding light of the sun glaring through their window. Grumpily getting out of bed, they had gotten into the restroom and began to take a shower. While inside, Michelle kept trying to get their curly hair out of their face. "I swear boys have it easier then girls. Shorter hair, no period weeks every month, no need for bras, no- AH SHIT." While they were thinking, Michelle had gotten shampoo in their eye had tried getting it out.

(Dysphoria warning and cutting ⚠️)

After that fiasco was over and they got it out, they stepped out of the shower, Michelle wiped the mirror to get a look at their reflection. Fighting back tears, they thought, "I really wish I was a boy.. I mean my hair is too long, my chest sticks out, why are my hips too wide I- just ew I don't like it. my chest is too big, it needs to be smaller. Where's the- there it is.", They thought. But the voice in their head had other ideas.

'You don't deserve to be a boy. Look at how big your thighs are, disgusting! You shouldn't even have a dick in the first place even though you don't have one.  Stressed, Michelle had accidentally scratched their arm against the scissors and drew some blood. But the thing is, they felt really calm, as if all of their problems disappeared suddenly and the voices went away. Hesitant, they took the scissors and drew them across their arm while, drawing beads of blood as they continued drawing cuts in their arm. After doing about 20 cuts, Michelle felt way better and started wrapping their arm but still felt really bad.

At this point the tears were falling but Michelle didn't care. Taking a roll of ace bandages and scissors, Michelle unrolled the bandages and started wrapping their chest. At this point Michelle didn't know they were crying until they felt their hand wet and noticed a tear on it.
After their breathing subsided, MJ finished wrapping their chest. Satisfied, they started grabbed the scissors and started cutting their hair, going for a boy cut. (Think of short, but curly hair like Peter's)

Taking a look in the mirror, Aiden took a deep breath, and started taking on his new identity. "Hi, I'm Aiden Jones, but you can call me AJ. I go to Midtown High School. And I go by he/him pronouns", Is what came out of his mouth. Satisfied with his care, AJ cleaned up the mess he made and left the bathroom to get dressed.

(Dysphoria warning over, hope any trans people who read this are ok <3)

Stepping into his room, Aiden decided to put on a hidden pair of green boxers his parents didn't know that he had purchased, and placed a pad on them with a little bit of difficulty. He then put on a pair of skinny jeans, a long sleeve with a hoodie over it, and a red, white and blue tye dye hoodie with a beanie.

After getting dressed, he decided that since it was the Fall he could do what he wanted. After laying down for a while playing the new Splatoon 2 octo expansion that just came out (those levels are extremely hard to complete) and getting frustrated,  he came up with the idea of going out with some of his friends, so he texted them. (AJ will meet Peter and Ned later on. He'll meet Peter first, but get introduced to Ned soon.)