Spideychelle One-shots (Not connected unless written) Also I'm Taking Requests

Hey, are you ok? pt 3

Recap: Peter wakes up to find Mj writing a suicide letter for him and Ned and will talk to Michelle about it the next morning.

It was the next morning when Peter woke up that he had realized he had to stop Michelle from killing herself. Glancing back at Mj who was still fast asleep, he quickly got a hold of the letter. He had decided to eat breakfast first and then talk to her(Time Skip) Aa he started contemplating how he was going to confront Mj, she started waking up and noticed that he was looking at the letter she wrote for him. Immediately, she felt tears pricking her eyes amd Peter had turned his head to notice. "Mj, what's wrong are you ok?", he asked. Even though she was crying, she told him, "You weren't supposed to see it until I did it.", she explained shakily. "Mj why do you plan on killing yourself? We don't want you to do this because you don't deserve it. Please let us help you through this." Michelle decided to let the words sink in as she stayed completely silent. 'I don't want to bother Peter anymore. I can't have him worry anymore about me than he already is.' "Please tell me, and I won't be mad, but why do you want to kill yourself?", he asked with concern. "Because I deserve it. I hate everything about me from my body to the fact that I exist. It'll be better if I just died already. And please don't try and stop me.", she ranted. Then, without warning, she reached over to where the pill bottles were and started to open one before Peter could stop her. "Mj, please don't so this. You deserve to live!", he told as he stopped her from swallowing the pills. "Please Peter, let me do this. I have to do this. I want to." Eventually, Mj gave up on attempting too kill herself and started crying into Peter's hoodie until she eventually fell asleep peacefully. It was clear she hadn't slept well since her eyes were red and puffy still. Peter then got up to put everything back to where it was originally, but into a place where Michelle wouldn't find the pills and razors. ' I'm going to have to confront Ned about this. I don't want her to continue hurting the way she is. She needs to get help since there is no way in hell I'm letting Michelle kill herself.' Peter was so distracted thinking that he didn't notice Ned standing behind him. "Peter, is everything ok?", Ned asked. Peter had spun around in surprise and without thinking, handed Michelle's letter to Ned. After he had finished reading it, Ned was practically in tears and gave Peter a hug. "Dude, we have to help her!", he said worried. "I know, but 1, please try to be quiet as she's sleeping peacefully since she's been having nightmares and 2, we need to make sure that she doesn't do anything to try and cut or kill herself, because she has been cutting since middle school. This is honestly really bad as she won't let me help her and I want her to stop hurting. And 3, one of us might have to keep her on suicide watch. But if that fails, we can allow her to see falcon at the compound. Sam said that when he was working in the military he helped soldiers with trauma and all types of stuff like this as if he was a therapist." (I'm going to have to watch CA:TWS and TFATWS for reference.) After their discussion, what Peter and Ned decided to do was take turns making sure Michelle didn't hurt or attempt to kill herself. What they didn't realize was that Mj had come up with and idea to catch them when they didn't expect it. (Time Skip a few hours) They had decided to go to the compound for the rest if the day since 1, so Mj could get to know the rest of the avengers. 2, to get help from them with Mj's cutting problem, and 3, it was Spring Break so why the hell not? Peter scanned his badge once they got inside and scanned his badge, allowing them to get through. " 2 UNIDENTIFIED INDIVIDUALS DETECTED. NOTIFYING TONY STARK.", Friday's voice echoed loudly. A few seconds later, Tony came running out the elevator in his suit and started to aim his repulsors at Ned and Mj. "Woah woah woah woah woah calm down Mr. Stark, these are Ned and Mj, my best friends.", Peter explained quickly. Tony lowered his repulsors and stepped out of the suit to greet Ned and Mj. When he had shook their hands, he noticed that Mj winced slightly, which made him slightly suspicious. He had made a mental note to check on her to see if she's cutting. Ned however, could only gape in awe at the fact he was meeting THE Tony Stark. "So Peter, would you like to show them around the place so they'll get used to it?" "Sure Mr. Stark! C'mon guys!", Peter says enthusiastically. (Time Jump to night) After Peter had finished the tour with Ned and Mj, they had contacted their parents to ask if it was ok to spend their Spring Break at the compound, which they agreed to and sent some belongs that would be needed. Tony had shown them their guest bedrooms and allowed them to get settled in. Soon enough, it was time for dinner. The team had made a mistake which was allowing Clint to cook dinner, so they decided on having Pizza Hut for dinner. 'Oh god, I don't want to eat. I can't because I'll start to puke if I do. But if I try to make it look like I ate a good amount, they won't worry about me and I won't be a burden to them.' Mj thought. While they were waiting on the pizza, Ned and Mj introduced themselves and had become fond of the avengers. It turns out that Mj, Pepper, Wanda, and Natasha made a very terrifying squad towards the guys. Once the pizza had arrived, everyone had sat down to eat. Mj had managed to down 3 slices before saying that she was full, which wasn't a lie. Everyone had decided to talk about their day, except for Peter and Ned because they knew of Michelle's cutting problem. After about 2 hours of eating and 3 pizza boxes devoured, they had decided to head to their own rooms and do whatever the hell they did during the evening. After a while, everyone headed of to bed, except for one person. Mj. Once she went it, she immediately went to the toilet and threw up her dinner. 'Mj just do it already. They wouldn't notice if you died and they wouldn't care anyway. It's no wonder you were teased a lot. You're stupid. Ugly. Burden. Fat.' The words just repeated in her head as she started to crying, with tears rolling down her cheeks. She quietly looked through her backpack and found what she was looking for. A razor, some index cards, and a pen. (Time skip) once she finished writing her notes, she went into the bathroom and held tye razor to her arms. "Goodbye Peter, I love you.", and with that, she began cutting until she had started to blackout from blood loss, but she didn't realize that Friday had notified Peter as he was closest to her. The last thing she heard was her name being called as she fell unconscious.

TO BE CONTINUED...