Promise You Won't Forget {Zayn Malik Fan Fic}

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

"Zayn sing to me, it will calm me down." I begged.

"Roxi,"

"Zayn! Sing!" I cried and threw my head in his chest.

He nodded and started to sing softly.

"Settle down with me

Cover me up, cuddle me in

Lay down with me and hold me in your arms

Coz your hearts agents my chest

Your lips pressed to my neck

I'm falling for your eyes

But they don't know me yet

And with this feeling I'll forget

I'm in love now

Kiss me like you wanna be loved

You wanna be loved

You wanna be loved

This feels like falling in love

Falling in love

Falling in love." Zayn sang 'Kiss Me' by Ed Sheeran softly to me as my chemo flowed threw my veins. He held me close to his body; almost afraid if he let go, I'd be gone.

He hugged me, and kept me warm. I started crying into his chest because I was going to miss this. Being in his arms and feeling safe. Sure I'd be safe in my new place, but it wouldn't be the same.

What would Zayn do? Would he try to be with me? Would he forget about me? I couldn't bare the thought of it. And I couldn't let him know I was expected to die in two, or less, months. I just couldn't.

I cried louder as I got deeper in thought. Zayn thought it was just from my chemo, so he drew me closer and ran his fingers threw my hair to try to help. But it only made it worse. This was another thing I would miss.

The list gets bigger and bigger.

"Miss Roxi I-" the nurse walked into my room and saw the what was unfolding. "I'm sorry, I'll come back another time."

"No it's fine," Zayn started. "She is just scared. What did you need?" He asked.

"I was going to let you know Dr. Stone would be in in a few minutes to talk to you both about surgery. If that's alright."

"Okay." I said simply. Zayn nodded to confirm it also.

The nurse walked out of the room, and shut the sliding glass door revealing 'Beauty and the Beast' again. I smiled as I looked at the picture.

Every time in the office, I would get this room. Everyone knew it was my favorite because of the painted picture. I'm not quite sure why, but it comforted me.

I broke from my thoughts when Dr. Stone entered the room. "Miss Roxi." He held out his hand and I shook it. "How have you been?" He asked.

"Well, better than I imagined." I answered.

"That's good." He smiled. "Surgery my love." He said after a few moments of silence. "We could do it and it will give you a-"

"HEY LOOK IM OUT OF WATER! Zaynie Boi, could you go get me some from the vending machine?" I batted my eyelashes at him.

He nodded.

The eyebrows always work.

"Roxi?" Dr. Stone raised an eyebrow as Zayn left.

"Zayn doesn't know I have only 2 months to live. I didn't tell him. Please don't tell him ether. I don't want him to know. I want to go to Hawaii after surgery and I want it to be perfect and worry free and I want to die in Hawaii and make everything perfect." I spoke as fast as I could.

"Zayn has a right to know." Dr. Stone said blatantly.

"And I have a right to be happy." I retaliated.

As I finished my sentence, Zayn came back with my water.

Dr. Stone and I talked surgery and finalized a date.

"Three weeks Miss Roxi." He said. "Chemo six more times, then surgery. We'll pray for the best." Dr. Stone looked at me. "You're free to go. But could I have a private word with Roxi, Zayn?" Zayn nodded and left the room swiftly.

"Roxi, this surgery will relive some of the pressure on your brain. This will lessen your symptoms a little, and give you an extra two weeks. I know it's not much, but it's the best for now."

I leaned over and hugged him. "Thank you so much." I hugged him tighter. "It might not be much, but it's more time with my Zayn. Thank you for that."

I pulled away, and he nodded. I proceeded to walk out of my room, and into Zayns warm embrace.

We interlocked our fingers, and walked down the colorful hallway, out of the office and to our car.

An extra two weeks, and less symptoms was fantastic. It might not seem like a lot to the average person, but to me at this time, it was a pure gift.

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Hope you're enjoying so farrrrr:) -kolby