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37. i'm so sorry

Two years later

Harry Styles was found dead in his bathroom late yesterday evening. He was found by Louis Tomlinson, who said he went to go see if Styles was okay after not returning from the bathroom.

The police say he died from a mix of hitting his head on the counter while he passed out from losing so much blood from cutting himself and taking too many pills all at once.

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"Harry are you okay? It's been like 20 minutes." Louis yelled as he walked to their bathroom.

As he opened the door he saw Harry lying on the ground with blood all around him.

He started at him for a minute before snapping back into reality and calling 911.

After he called them and went towards Harry and laid down next to him.

When the paramedics got there louis knew it was too late and he wanted to cry but he couldn't.

As he was following them out he was a note on the counter.

Harrys sudice note.

Louis grabbed it and then went to his car to head to the hospital. On the way there he called Anne, Jay and the boys.

When he got to the hospital they told him Harry went into surgery even though louis knew he wasn't going to make it, it gave him some hope.

So louis sat down and waited for everyone to come. Anne was the first to arrive.

"What happened why is he in thee?" She asked him crying.

"Anne, I found him in the bathroom unconus and surround in his own blood." Louis respond.

"Why would he do this?"

"It's because all the pursue and us not being aloud to come out, im pretty sure. I mean I don't blame him im just as close to doing what he did."

"Is he alive?"

Louis looked down. "I don't think so." He whispered.

Anne broke out into tears and louis hugged her while a single tear ran down his face too.

When the doctor came to the airing room five hours later, everyone was here. Anne and Jay were hugging each other and crying some while the other boys tried to comfort louis but he didn't want to be comforted. Not by them. He wanted his Harry back.

"Family for Harry Styles?" Anne and Louis got up.

"Could you please just cut the bull shit and tell how he is." Louis demanded before the doctor could speak.

The doctor nodded understanding. "He's dead. He died on the table."

The doctor continued to speak but louis wasn't listening anymore. He was so angry, Harry didn't deserve to die. All he wanted to do was cry and scream. So he did.

Louis left the hospital, went to his car and cried while punch the steering wheel.

After louis calmed down a bit he remembered the note in his pocket and pulled it out.

Louis,
I'm sorry but I can't take it anymore. I know I sound selfish but all the rumors and management I'm sorry.

Lou babe know that this isn't your fault. You didn't know I was depressed, I should've told you but I didn't want anymore pressure on you. I love you so much but I'm so sorry. I'll see you again sometime don't worry.

Also louis move on. Find a guy who makes you really happy and treats you right. Get married and adopted kids. I know how much you want kids.

I love you so much. I've been in love with you since xfactor and I'll always be in love with you dead or alive.

- Harry xx

Louis cried and cried. He threw the note and just cried.

1 week later.

They had the funeral. It was shit in louis opinion. Everyone was crying, louis still is crying.

Louis also came out. He came out and said Harry and him were dating until he passed. Management was pissed at first but louis told them he's done. He didn't care his boyfriend just killed himself because they weren't aloud to come out.

He decided he was done with everything so he's moving back in with his mom. Yes at 23 years old he was going to live with his mother. He didn't care he needed her.

In the end louis did meet a guy. His name was James. They got married and adopted four kids.

He never forgot Harry though. Sure louis loved James but he didn't love him as much as he ever loved Harry.

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