शिद्दत

5

New white rays shine through windows and curtains just the same, I like to watch. I lazily opened my eyes and looked at the window side. Sun rays which are falling in my room tell of a picture-perfect day awaiting me. I turned to the other side and search for the remote. I  press the power button and his picture appeared with a smile. I put his picture on the cord wind-up blinds so nobody can find it especially Karan. Because he will get angry quickly especially when he comes to know that I still have his photo and I m still in love with him. Whatever he did wasn't justifiable but it was my heart that always loves him. I never have that heart to hate him. 

I heard the knock on the door and the door squeak. I immediately press the off button and closed my eyes. Their laughing sound echoed in my room but Mamta aunty hushing them. A soft pat on my cheek and I smile. I peeked from one eye and saw Manvika hovering at me with a smile. I smiled broadly and open my arms. Soon my babies are in my arms. On the left side Viman and on the right is Manvika. I m elated and feeling complete. Two weeks without them is like hell on earth to me. I can see them through video calling but when they cry my heart winced. As I wasn't there to stop them to cry. But today I m in relief and content. And I will not leave them soon or ever. They will tag along with from onwards. 

"Khanak beta kuch chaiye to batana". Mamta aunty said and left. I don't want anything apart from my kids. There is nothing in the world that can replace them. They are my happiness, success, and world. I kissed their forehead one by one and just hugged them. Soon I heard Viman's voice. He was wiggling in my arms. I shook my head in disbelief and opened my arms. He immediately runs out and looks at the window. I made Manvika sit on my lap. Her head lies on my chest and thumb in her mouth. Viman actually looks like me even inhabits. He doesn't like closed space. He feel suffocated at one time and the same thing happened now. Where Manvika is a pure replica of him, especially in looks. But she is a cuddler. Bus mummy chaiye harr time.  "Mum bahar chale?" Viman's voice brings me to the earth. I looked at him, he was looking at us hopefully. I chuckle and nodded. He throws his hands in the air and I laughed. 

My phone rings. I looked at the side table. I put Manvika aside and grabbed the phone. It was an unknown number. I frown but picked. "Hello," I said and scowl at the caller. It was a credit card company call. I immediately disconnect it. Mera moment khrab kar diya. I pull out myself from the bed and pick Manvika. I walked to Viman who was looking outside the window. I playfully massage his scalp and forward my index finger. He immediately hold it and made our way to the kitchen.  Today I and my babies will have breakfast together and feed each other first and then we look forward.