After what happened back at home , I vowed to behave once more and make mommy happy when I get back . I don't want her to get angry because of me anymore ,
You are such a brat Sofia , you shouldn't talk to your mom back next time or it won't end well, she does every thing to you. You have to be obidient to her .
My subconscious says to me and I nod vigorously .
"Little miss ..We are here ," the driver announced to me snapping me out of my thoughts.
Thank you Lou ,See you later . I bid him my goodbye and walked to the college .
A small smile tugged my lips as I walked slowly through the gates ,For some reason I really like staying on college than home nowdays ..
Stop ! my subconscious says to me and I kept on walking. I am not allowed to think that way .
I took my phone and looked at my schedule , I directly went in my Biology class as it was the first from the three subjects .
Walking to my class ,I could see as usual some groups of girls who were gossiping, Some of them who were on their handmirrors doing their make ups .
I giggled a little and found my place and sit waiting for the subject to start patiently .
My mind almost wanted to fly over the moon when I heard the recent gossips of the last week end's party .
I kept one ear attentively for the gossips ,
" Last week end night it was fun , We partied until dawn ."
what does it feel like being in those parties , ?Are those the same as the ones which I am taken to ? .
it can't be , I have never had so much fun and happiness on my face going in parties now and then ,
it has always been boring and exhausting every time we are invited in or even scheduling it ourselves .
I kept on listening ..
"There were alot of hot men , Jay was there and guess what !! He made out with more than twenty girls on a game that we played ."
My cheeks reddened , what is she saying ?my mind shouted out but I payed no need and kept on putting my ear ,
" And after the game , we ended up having a pool party , we drank , eaten and danced .. "
And oh , Some had sex live .. it was such a great and long night . For those who didn't attend it, I feel pitty on you guys .
And why do those words sound like I am the one who is being told on , ? I couldn't even look back at the group of girls that they have even gossiping and ended up straightening my back breathing the fear out of my bones a little and took one of my books in the bag and started revising .
But my mind was else where ..The party !!
I have never in my life was allowed to attend anything like a school party,my mom forbid me from having any male friends but I can have female girlfriends to whom who were in our class ,
And I didn't like any of them , they were rude and I couldn't understand them .I am not sure what mom meant about class, but aren't we all the same , ? I looked around the class and I found out I was the only one who is alone with no friends , lonely and a very heavy heart .
Everyone is happy, so what's bad for having a male or a female friend ? I haven't brought up any of these accusations to my parents , I know they would chew me and lock me In the bathroom if I ever talk or say anything about friends.
Not soon the teacher walked inside the classroom, " Good morning .."
we all greeted him and sat respectfully ready to start our lesson ,
I listen attentively just like how dad trained me and leave all the thoughts behind , Not soon I was squeezed with a little force and my body came into contact with a wall .
oops sorry, A male voice said snapping me out of my winces ,
it's okay I muttured and let my head fall to the voice Only to freeze ,
Wow .. I breathed out as I saw his face . He was really handsome but I wasn't allowed to admire him nor tell him that,
I am not allowed to show that I took a like on him .
I am Ronald , The guy with brown eyes whispers to me with a cheeky smile ,
I swear I could have heard my heart skip a bit ,I nod my head trying to block his pretty face and look Infront of me concentrating . But the guy didn't stop talking,
"what's your name , ?" he whispers
umm .. please stop talking , the lesson is on .. I whispered back in which I earned a little sorry .
After a minimum of two hours , the lesson ended and you know what ?
"I didn't understand a thing .. "For the first time ,
Nothing !
what did this guy do to me , ?ughh stop , stop ,stop!
my mind screamed internally, I don't even know who to blame if it's that guy or myself ..
Hey want to grab some bite outside , ? Ronald asks ,
I bite my lip trying not sound rude to him becuase I am not allowed to have anything from school, I usually come to school packed with food already and water too sometimes if mom says so .
"Umm .. thank you ? B..but I .. I can't !"
I replied unsure becuase I didn't know how ,
This is my first time to be asked by a guy, I remember in my highschool when everyone hated and didn't like me . Everyone stayed away from me .
I didn't blame them, becuase mom herself told me that there is no need to have any of them and if someone tried to be friend me , I shouldn't accept . And here I am after years of rejecting friendship an opportunity pops out with this handsome guy as he towered my small five foot frame .
Why not, he asks crossing his arm ..
I averted my eyes lower and fidgeted with my fingers , my heart is beating too fast and I couldn't control what I had wanted to try in years ,
okay .. I replied slowly.
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