Later on after lunch was over , I excused myself to the garden,The sky was cloudy with a bit of sun rays that shone in few parts of the garden ,
Sighing, I recalled that I had some few assignments that were pending, mumbling some words to myself I felt a slight tap on my back ,
With a swift, I moved my body and faced the person ,
My eyes widened for a second , my breath hitched and I moved a little back as he looked at me up and down shamelessly .
And what the hell are you doing here by yourself out here ? He asked with a smirk ,
What the hell does he want from me ?
Umm just some fresh air .. I mumbled ,
Like who starts a talk like that ?
I looked behind him and saw that we were alone , and I took a step back again as he took a step forward too .
Stop !! He barked , Is he a dog or something?
I flinched and blinked few times before my mouth parted a little ,
Did I make him angry ?? Should I apologize ? Is he going to hit me ?
Umm .. excuse me , I blurted out and walked away from him anxiously before he did anything to me .
As I turned , he caught my hand and hold both my hands ,
My heatbeats quicker as his face came too close ,
This is inappropriate please !! I pleaded with him with musky eyes ,
Are you this innocent or .. Are you pretending ? I heard him gritting out through his clenched teeth .
My brain almost stopped ,
What did he mean ??
I chose not to say a thing and struggled off from his right grip ,
I ..I have some assignments .. p..please let me go .. Quickly the words flew ,
He looked at me one more time and said , " Well I can play too "
I pushed him off and managed to get out of his grip and ran to my room , climbing uo the stairs and locked the doors as I ignored the weird glances that I got whole passing everyone on the room .
I hold my breath, closed my eyes and breath in and out carefully,. I opened them and lay calm on my bed with prickles of tears threatning to fall off from my eyes ,
I should not cry, this is my fate and I would be selfish to ruin what has been planned, they have given me alot so since then until now , i need to suck up all the sadness and just deal with this .
A knock snapped me out from my thoughts,
Wiping my face , I stood up and lazily opened the door ,
In came David with a sour expression on his face ,
With my mouth shut , I let him enter but he stayed on the corner of my door gazing at me , I stood silent and waited for him to say something ,
Why aren't you saying anything flower ? He asked and came in after some minutes.
I have no interest of talking to him, I just want to be alone and sleep tight this late.
Umm .. I don't have anything to say, I mumbled with a light sigh that came out bitterly ,
Are you angry with me ? He asks and finally entered inside and closed the door ,
I shaked my head and carried on looking at the ground with my hands crossed,
Sophia , He whisperd my name and held my face,
I didn't even know what got him so i looked at him, I wish I could just get angry with him, throw tantrums and tell him that he was supposed to ask me , tell me and share with me every thing that concerns of himself and myself too . He is being very distant nowadays,
But look at him, he acts as if .. as if I wasn't his best friend , we have always been best friends close than Tony,
I am not sure what went wrong, but now I am just beginning to understand that I am alone now .
I tried peering at Tony downstairs , but he was so busy talking and having conversation with mom and Mrs Edina without sparing me a glance .
Please leave me alone , I mumbled after some seconds of trying to hold off the anger and heavy tears ,
" Sophia .. " he called me again but I pushed his hands off of me lightly , I was trying not to be rude to him, he is still my brother and I was showing him that he still has my respect by staying silent.
I opened the door for him to get out, he looked at me one more time and sighed and walked out before warning,
" Mom will be here soon looking for you . "
And before I banged the door on his face , he carried on saying " I know you are stressed , but if you have anything to talk about you could tell me "
Maybe I cou--
" Bang!" I closed the door on his face and lean on the door tiredly,
I am tired , and I don't want to hear all this world nonsense .
I went to the bathroom , washed my face and looked myself on the mirror , my face was best red , my ears and my hair was rough.
I wiped my face with the towel and walked to my study table. I sit down and started to do some uncomplicated assignment to pass off my time.
I am entirely angry that mom had to come and drive me off from college becuase of lunch, I mean don't get me wrong, I ate my lunch okay and I am thankful of that and appreciate it
But what made me angry was how mom dragged me off from college , like don't I have a right to study as well ?
"No , do not think that way Sofia ! You shouldn't be grateful , "
This words played in my head , and sadness filled my Mind everytime I think of my state ,
"Is every girl's life the same as mine ?
What my mom's doing is right ?
But she gives me everything that a child needs to have . "Alot of intense thoughts clouded my mind , i didn't know what to think , The simplest questions that I wanted to answer for my assignments became difficult ,
Groaning , I closed my books and rested my head on the table , humming softly with a heavy heart, my fingers tracing the soft covers of the black book with anxiety .
" What's going to happen to me ?"
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