bruised and scarred

nine.

// clinic //

"hey aly."
i heard jara's voice,
sending me chills.

"are you okay?
or do you want to go home?"
she asks.

"i want to go home"

home is not what i want to go
i want to go home
where everything's okay
and where nothing's messed up
not the home where i go home
every afternoon

i send jara a painful emotion
"i know what you mean.
but please stay strong for my brother.
dont give up.
remember what he told you."
jara says.

what jara said make me have this
so called flashback