bruised and scarred

twelve.

->> alyxandria <<-

as i open my eyes
i saw a dark figure
it looks like a human

"get away from me! god!"

i started crying.
i hate things like this,
dark figures..
that looks like a human.

"nathan! help me, love. please."

i cover my eyes with my favorite pillow
and that's from nathan
i sob while saying,

"nathan just do what you can do.
please.
i know you're here.
i need your help please.
im afraid."

calling out for him
hoping that this
dark figure will be invisible
will be invisible forever
i hope it will never come back

but i know that it will haunt me
every night of my life

"i hope you can hear me, nate.
i love you my love and i miss you."

"im still breathing, nate.
im still breathing for you.
im doing this for you.
because i love you."