"why do you always shout me out!?
why do you do this to me!?
is it just because im a mistake!?
your mistake!?
why don't you try to understand
the point that
my life's just a mistake for you and father!?
why don't you try to understand that
im hurting every single minute of my life?"
and with that
i quickly go upstairs
to my room
i directly get my notebook & pen
then opened my notebook
turn it into a blank page
"when will they understand?
when will someone come & talk to me
like im just one of them?
when will someone take care of me?
when will this fear inside
my heart come out?
i hope he'll come back
to make the pain stop"
and with that
rain is pouring
just like my tears tonight.
i hug the nearest pillow near me
hoping that he'll come back
hoping that i'll hear his voice again
YOU ARE READING
bruised and scarred
Fiksi Remaja"I'm bruised and scarred, and nothing can ease the pain I'm feeling every single day."