MHA One-Shots

Don't leave us - KBK angst

All of these fics had a note at the beginning and end because it looks weird if I don't have them there, even if I didn't end up posting it at all. Anyway, this was my first MHA fic, from January, not a lot has changed, when it comes to how I write and what I write about because I'm still a mess, a lot of my other fics are like this, tho not all.

(Original note) So I've had this idea for a few days now, I just hope it turns out ok, first time writing these characters, and first time writing a poly ship so we'll see how this goes.

TW: Suicide attempt, blood, probably medical inaccuracies (when it comes to blood loss) because I'm dumb and don't do research.

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Kirishima, Bakugou, and Kaminari had been dating for nearly half a year, it was going pretty well, most people at UA excepted them and they only got a few weird looks and harsh comments when they went out.

They loved each other with all their hearts, and would do anything to protect each other, they were happy, or at least Kirishima and Bakugou were.

Kaminari loved his boyfriends so much, but he couldn't help but think they didn't feel the same way. Kaminari didn't mean to pull away at first, his insecurities just got the better of him, but neither of his boyfriends seemed to notice, or care, that he was.

He saw the two of them together and he couldn't help but think they looked happier than they ever had when he was around.

Dark thoughts plagued Kaminari's mind, telling him Kirishima and Bakugou never actually loved him that they were much happier and better off without him.

So he continued to pull away, making up excuses for why he couldn't hang out with them. He knew he was spiraling, his thoughts becoming darker as he fell into depression, he knew he should probably talk to someone about what was going on in his head, but couldn't help but think they wouldn't care, and even if they did, he didn't want to bother anyone with his problems.

One night Kaminari couldn't sleep, he couldn't get his mind to shut up, he just wanted it to shut up, usually, at times like this he would just simply fry his brain to get the thoughts to stop, but that was such a temporary solution, he wanted them to stop for longer than just an hour, he wanted everything to stop, permanently.

So he grabbed a razor blade and bottle of sleeping pills from his nightstand and locked himself in his bathroom. He stared at the pill bottle for a moment, considering whether or not he wanted to do this, in the end, he decided he did and began swallowing the pills. When all the pills were gone he picked up the razer and brought it to his wrist, he stopped when a thought floated through his mind, he should text Kirishima and Bakugou to say goodbye.

He dropped the razer, and picked up his phone, opening the group chat he hadn't used in a month, texting a simple "I'm sorry" before turning off his phone and resuming what he was doing.

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Kirishima and Bakugou had known something was wrong with Kaminari for a while now, even before he'd begun to pull away from them. They were worried but neither one said anything out of fear of him pulling away, even more, they regretted it now.

They were both in their respective rooms when they got a notification from the group chat Kirishima had created for them when they first started hanging out together. Kirishima texted back, 'For what?' 'Denki?' 'Denki, plz answer' when he got no reply he got up and ran out of his room and down the hall to Kaminari's room, Bakugou was already there when he arrived.

"Sparky, open the door! Open the door or I'll break it down!" He threatened.

Kirishima showed Bakugou his phone where the group chat was still up, "He hasn't even seen my texts, we need to get in there, now!" He told him.

Bakugou told him to stand back while he blew the door off its hinges with his quirk. The room was even more of a mess than usual but otherwise empty, both boys turned to the bathroom door, Bakugou quickly tried the knob only to discover it was locked, this time he didn't even bother calling out, he just blew up the door. It took a moment for the dust to settle, but when it did they both gasped at the sight, Kaminari lay fully clothed in the bathtub, both wrists slit and there was an empty pill bottle on the floor along with his phone.

Bakugou rushed forward, pulling his boyfriend out of the bathtub and cradling him close to his chest, "no, no, no, no, no, no, no!" He mumbled, holding him tight as tears began to escape his eyes. Then he felt breath against his neck, "Eijirou, he's alive!" Bakugou said, looking up at the other boy, only to see him on the ground, tears streaming down his face. "Eijirou! Eijirou!" the redhead looked up, meeting Bakugo's eyes, "he's alive, I need your help." Kirishima nodded.

Quickly the two wrapped hand towels tightly around Kaminari's wrists in an attempt to stop the bleeding, then they ran, Bakugou carrying Kaminari, all the way to Recovery Girl's office in the main building, ignoring their friends' questions when they ran through the common room.

Recovery Girl was able to heal Kaminari but he had lost a lot of blood so he didn't wake up for a few days. When he did wake up the three boys had a long conversation about what had happened, the rest of class 1-A came to visit too, almost everyone cried. After he was released from the infirmary Kaminari went into therapy, which helped a lot.

Two months after his attempted suicide, Kaminari lay in bed between his two boyfriends, glad they'd found him. He shivered a bit and cuddled closer to Bagugo, who held him closer in return. He loved his boyfriends, and he now knew for certain that they loved him just at much.

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I didn't edit this, despite the fact it probably needs it, why are all of 1-A plus Recovery-Girl up at what we can only assume to by the middle of the night? Idk

(Original note) I didn't know what to do at the end. Overall, I rather liked this one.

Written: 1-31-2021
Posted: 9-27-2021
Word count: 915