Cassidy Solei Gonzales
Saturday HTX
12am
Today is my birthday. But I kind of maybe forgot to tell everyone. Maybe i'll make a little post on my page
and they will just like and comment. Who am I kidding ? They are going to be so upset that I didn't tell them.What if they yell at me?
What if they don't care about my birthday?
I don't want them to get me any gifts.
May- I was cut out of my overthinking when I received a really hard kick from tootie. "Oww toot" I whined really lowly moving my hand to rub where she kicked.
"What's wrong mama" his voice deeper then normal considering he was asleep. He rubbed my stomach and tootie continued to move around.
Toot you woke him uppppp. Earlier after he talked to tootie he came and spooned me like always. His arm was wrapped around me like normal so tootie kicking him woke him up.
she know what she doing -.-
I didn't answer. I'm trying to act like I'm asleep.
"Cassidy one I know you're not sleeping and two whatever is wrong it got you stressing tootie so let me know wassup ma" he rubbed my stomach in circles making tootie calm down.
"I think tootie is going to love you more than me but that isn't what's wrong" i laughed a little and he did too.
"Go to sleep, I know you're tired '' I told him and he shook his head.
"Why are you still awake?" he said and I could just tell his eyes were closed.
"Im uncomfortable" i semi told the truth.
"Alright ma hold on" he got out the bed leaving me cold instantly. I watched as he moved around the dark room in and out of the restroom grabbing things. Toot started to move around more aggressively. Clearly not liking his lack of presence.
I dont think y'all understand toot act like i'm not even here and she in me everything revolves around him and she isn't even here yet.
"I know baby" I sighed , rubbing my stomach.
3rd person POV
After like 10 minutes judis finally placed the things he had on the dresser.
He went to youtube on the tv and turned on the surround. Spend my life with you started playing.
*Play Music Now*
judis turned the led lights on and dimmed them really low so it was dark but not completely.
"Come here" he motioned for Cassidy to scoot to the edge of the bed. She slowly sat up and did as told.
Judis spreaded a blanket on the bed, straightening out the comforter and propping up pillows in the process.
"I'm going to make it better" jusdis said lowly and cassidy nodded with a small smile on her face.
Getting in the bed, Judis sat straight up before he grabbed Cassidy, putting her back to his front.
He pulled one of her hair ties off his wrist and put her thick hair in a high bun. Not forgetting to put his dreads back as well. He reached for the bottle of baby oil that was on the nightstand. He popped the top and squeezed some in his hands. He put the bottle down and rubbed his hands together.
Placing his head in the crook of her neck, Cassidy tensed.
"Relax baby" he whispered into her neck before placing a soft kiss on it. She leaned back into his embrace. judis slowly moved his oiled hands to her belly.
Massaging and rubbing softly in circles slowly kneading her back as well. They both felt tootie immediately respond to judis's touch. Judis continued to trail kisses on Cassidy's shoulder blades and neck. Sliding his hands up to her breast she slowly groaned at how sore they were but soon let out a content sigh as her aching started to fade away.
Judis noticed how relaxed she was and slowly leaned the both of them back into the pillows. He continued to massage and rub his hands all over cassidy's body. From the overwhelming intimacy to the gentle hands and the soft kisses made Cassidy so relaxed and content that tears slipped.
She was extremely emotional, feeling his emotions radiate through his touch became overwhelming. She had never been handled with so much care before he was always so gentle with her and she loved that.
She had been through so much and from day one judis has made sure she was always ok. This being the first time they were ever intimate had both of them in a daze.
They were both so vulnerable.
Cassidy was rubbing on judis as well. Tracing his tattoos and rubbing his face. Whenever his hands would get close enough she would leave a gentle kiss.
Both of them felt sparks with each simple gesture. Cassidy hummed to the song as tears continued to run down her face.
Judis not being able to hold in his emotions any more let his tears fall as well. He hadn't felt so happy and at peace in a long time.
Cassidy felt his tears but didn't say anything.
He hummed along to the song. They both silently let tears fall while they caressed each other and expressed their feelings for each other through touch.
Just enjoying each other. The music blaring. They both thought, Nothing in this world can compare to this.
After a while Cassidy fell asleep. Judis laid her down and picked up the things he had used before going and putting them back where they went. He turned off the LED lights and got back in the bed with cassidy. He placed a soft kiss to her forehead before falling asleep.
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jdtheman 8hrs ago X
cass and toot
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