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𝘅𝘃𝗶𝗶𝗶. 𝗣𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘁𝘆 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝘆

Warnings: Mentions of rape, mature language, violence, mentions of death, Addison is basically a chain smoker, mentions of period, arguments, shane being a sod.

A/N: After the last chapter with Shane and Addi, this is mainly showing Shane being inshane. Now I know he never went this far but I personally think if Lori hadn't stopped him at the CDC he would've and I think he'd have reacted like this. In this chapter sexual assault/ rape is mentioned a bit, if you're not comfortable I'm sorry.

❝𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧' 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐲...❞

"𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧' outside Ada?" Daddy asked. "No thank you. I'd like to be alone please." I spoke not looking over to him from my tent. "Ya sure yer okay?" Daddy asked. "Period time daddy, messin with ma emotions." I lied. "Okay but if ya need me am just gonna be outside, and make sure ya get some breakfast." He spoke. "Course I will." I promised as he walked off.

The tears fell down my face as I faced the facts: Shane raped me, he hurt me, he didn't get my consent, he murdered Otis and the only good things in my life is Beth and Daddy. Was it my fault, should I have just shut up and not annoyed him? The situation just replayed in my mind over and over. Sure it's not the first time someone's tried to have sex with me when I didn't want too.

But usually I could just tell them I didn't wanna and I'd get respected or called a frigid bitch. I thought Shane might be a bit different, I thought he'd be fun and that what happened with him and Lori was a mistake.

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"𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 with you Addison? You're gonna miss breakfast." Shane spoke entering my tent. "It's just about yesterday Shane." I replied quietly as he sat on my blow up mattress. "What about yesterday? Look we both said some things we didn't mean and I accept your apology, that man it wasn't me..." Shane spoke as I turned around to face him.

"My apology?" I wondered. "You did say just as many things as I did." He replied as I got up and went round near him to get a cigarette when he grabbed my arm. "Let go..." I shakily told him. "What you afraid of girl?" He asked. "I don't bite you know that." Shane smirked. "You raped me." I tearfully told him as he pulled me closer and I was sat on his lap.

"Ya really think I'd do that to a girl like you?" Shane softly wondered his lips close to my ear. "What do ya mean a girl like me?" I wondered. "You're special Addison, and you know you are, I guess I took advantage of that, but I never meant to hurt you." He spoke to me as I sighed. "But ya already hurt me." I sadly told him. "You need to start making some sense, you're confusing me Addison." He said to me as I moved myself off of him.

"Ya do get it Shane, otherwise ya wouldn't of done it. I'm sure ya got taught bout them birds and bees I sure did and I'm half ya age." I replied. "So that's what this is about..." He scoffed walking up to me. "Ya know what ya did Shane, stay away from me.. Please." I spoke to him tears in my eyes. "I am sorry." He sincerely apologised. "Sorry isn't gonna change the fact you bruised me." I replied.