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𝘅𝘅𝘅𝘅𝗶𝗶𝗶. 𝗪𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗘𝘆𝗲𝘀

Warnings: Mature Language, Drug Addiction, Scars, Cheating, Miscarriages Mentioned,  Guns, Murder, Nightmares, Rape Mentioned, Paedophellia Mentioned, Incest Mentioned, Teen Mother, Neglect, Religion, Homophobia, Abuse.

A/N: I am casting another person into my fic (Vee will be present soon) who is Addison's best friend and former lover right before the apocalypse started. Quinton Morton will be played by Avan Jogia (Ive added him to the cast :)) Who goes by they/them pronouns :)

𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭? 𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐝~𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐄𝐲𝐞𝐬-𝐋𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐃𝐞𝐥 𝐑𝐞𝐲

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 gun echoed in my ears, I was trapped. We were trapped. My daddy had managed to escape as had Daryl, they didn't look back. "L-Let go of me." I stuttered feeling the gun pressed against my head. "I warned ya, ya should've just come wi' us." Gem sneered to me, gripping onto me with all her might. "W-What are ya gonna do ta me?" I questioned, tears welling in my eyes. I didn't wanna die, no way. I had people to live for, a future. Gem wouldn't tell me however, I felt betrayed, "Bring her out!" The older woman yelled, one of the Governor's men brought out a crying, shaking Beth.

"Ya let go of her right now!" I yelled trying to wriggle out of her grasp. "Don't ya go and do this ta me, ya leave ma girl alone! She-she's too good for this world ta be hurt like that." I tried to tell the pair. "Tell me why I shouldn't, gimme a good enough reason." Gem ordered pointing her gun a shrieking Beth. "Addi... It's okay." She attempted to promise me. "Take me instead, ya know ya wanna... Come on, kill me! Don't hurt ma girl." I begged of her. I shut my eyes as I heard the gun cock once more, praying she'd shoot me, yet she didn't. I heard a loud shriek, my eyes flashed open to see Beth falling onto the floor...

I shot up from my bed, gasping for breath. "Hey, Addi.. Ya okay." Beth promise me, she wrapped in into a hug as she stroked my hair to calm me down. "I-Im... S-Sorry." I stuttered, "Just breath, inhale... exhale." Beth told me as I breathed in and out, catching my breath. "What happened this time?" She wondered gently, this wasn't the first time I had a nightmare. Beth realised how often I had them and would often sleep in my bed, I didn't have that with anyone before.

I shuffled closer towards her, sitting up and rubbing my eyes. Beth placed her other hand in mine, assuring me, comforting me. I love her. "Ya ain't gonna leave me, are ya?" I croaked out to her, sniffling as I did so. "Of course I'm not, what would cause you to think such a thing?" She asked me softly, I met her eyes. "In ma dream, I couldn't protect ya. I-I lost ya, ya left and I couldn't save ya." I quietly admitted to her.

"Addi, ya don't have ta save me- just being with ya brings me a happiness I cannot just explain ta ya." Beth softly told me, I let out a small smile before getting up out of bed. "What are ya doin?" She wondered with a raised brow, I'd began to scavenge through my bag. "Just lookin'." I vaguely replied. "How much more do ya have?" The blonde coldly asked, my tongue piercing ran across the roof of my mouth. "Not much, but daddy found some more." I replied continuing to look, yet I couldn't find anything. I spun around to her, "Ya took it didn't ya?" I sneered stepping towards her. "I didn't take nothin'." She sternly promised me.