late regret|H. Ran

Ch7

"𝕾𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖞 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖞𝖔𝖚"

Another day, I woke up lying in bed while feeling my body becoming stronger, though it was so weak yesterday, but thanks to Kaku-chan who arrived and helped me, making me calm down and control my rampage state before the darkness could consume me.

I observed the bright sunlight outside the window as I felt my chest ache a little, thinking about him.
Right now, my heart is empty, Ran is not here anymore because I already let him go yesterday, the moment he said that he would never like a girl like me... it's so painful, hearing those words coming out from the boy I love so much.

The pain in my head yesterday was terribly intense, but the pain in my heart aches more, I can't describe how painful it is, as the pain remains unnamed.
I sighed. "Okay, I've already decided." Since Ran-kun already noted that he would never like me, then,
I give up.

My love is useless, just like me.

My tiny fire can't melt his icy heart.

That's why I gave up.

I quit dreaming about him being mine.
I'm so blind in love.

And because of too much love blindness,i hurt my heart at the end.

But am I really the blind one here?
He can't see the value of my love for him.

Or am I just assuming too much?
Well, never mind, he'll never notice me anyway.

Haha, so it's better to just give up.
While I still have pieces left in my broken heart.

"Y/N?!" Rushes of footsteps stomped toward me and I felt his hug in a flash, I smiled and hugged him back. "You're awake." I nodded while my head was buried against his chest. "What would you like for breakfast?" He broke the hug and looked at me, I jokingly slapped his shoulder and teased him. "Why? Are you going to cook for me?"

I know that he's just going to buy food from a small restaurant because he doesn't know how to cook. "N-no, I'm just going to buy it, HAHAHAHAH!" Won't you look at that? Haha, he's awkward, but it's fine, at least he's going to prepare breakfast. "Then I'd want shrimp sushi, that's all!" I cheerily uttered.