"𝕮𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖓"
I slightly smile at the woman beside Kakucho as she smile very sweetly at me. 'She's so cute'. I like her beauty,but saddens when i realized she's Kakucho's girlfriend.
"Hi ms. Kurokawa,i've always wanted to meet you in personal..and im so happy that i finally did now". She giggles while hugging his arms,i clicked my tongue,slightly annoyed. 'Why the hell am i feeling like this?'. I should be happy instead cause there's already another woman who can look after to my brother.
'But am i really treating Kakucho like a brother?'. I raised your hand and clenched my chest gently,it mentally stings. 'What the hell is this?'. I woke up from reality when a callouse palm caresses my cheeks. "Are you okay Y/N? We've been calling your names for seconds yet you didn't flinch at all".
Kakucho worriedly asked,i sway his hand away from my face when i felt weird sensation from his touch. "Y-yes im fine,i gotta go to check my patient,see you later Kaku,Sami". I hurriedly clack my heels on the floor as i fastly walk away from them. 'I can't stand their presence,it's too..disturbing'.
I heard Kakucho shouted 'take care' from behind but i just wave my right hand backward as reply,i know it surprises him cause i would usually perk my face back to him and sweetly smile while nodding,but today is different. 'I hope she's fine'. He's worried.
Gripping the knob of my car tightly,i get inside roughly resulting to pain my waist when it hit the hard part of the seat. "Shit!". I gently rub my waist to ease the pain and sighed,later on i felt something wet attaching on my cheeks. 'Oh? Im crying,'. Wiping it,i wonder if why did i cried.
'Is it because of Sami? Hopefully not'. I don't want to get jealous because of her since this is the first time i met her,she's sweet so why would i even feel something like that toward her?
And i just realized this now,but Kakucho already mentioned about her to me from long ago.Im just not paying attention to his words cause i thought he's just talking about some good hole of a slut from the prostitute sanctuary.
But he's actually talking about his girlfriend. 'If he's happy then im happy too'. After all,siblings are siblings,supporting each other is their priority.I slap my cheek to wake up in reality and starts the engine then drive away,my wheels move in fast speed as i lead it to the hospital.
After my work is done,like usual while leaving the hospital,i am walking like a zombie again as i entered my car thats parking on the PL and tiredly drive the wheels,heading it to the building of my penthouse..but i stopped when i saw and heard a loud bar.
'Let's have a light drink'. Consider it as a medicine after the heartbreak earlier this morning,having wine inside my empty stomach is not healthy..but it's just for today,this won't happen again,i just badly need to loosen my self up.
Striding my feet to enter the small club,tears began to fall from my eyes for no reason. 'Why the hell am i crying ?'. Stomping my feet madly on the tiles,feeling frustrated because of the painful tears and mental break,i sit down on round chair infront of the bar counter and instantly ordered a strong wine.
"Arsghh!--one more shot!". I drank my 13th wine and order for the 14th glass again,the bar tender is looking at me fearfully and he's trembling while pouring my drink.'I bet he's thinking that a zombie is ordering him a wine'. I laugh with my own thoughts,well my mascara is badly ruined,and i look like a messy stripper who just got gangbang a minutes ago.
But thanks to my professional doctor cape and silver hair,no one dares to disrespect me,especially the slutty waitress who are delivering drinks to their superior customers. 'Mikey's younger sister is here'. They thought eyeing Y/N's drunk aspect sometimes.
'That's right bitches,i hold the power'. I giggle,out of my mind..i take off my white cape and throw it to the face of the bar tender then laughs more..i saw the man filp and arranged my cape in place while still trembling. "Tenchu! Wash your name?". It's watch your name,please understand it.
The bar tender replied. "S-shion..my name is Shion ms. Kurokawa". I put my index finger on my temple, acting like im thinking carefully and recalling that familiar name of his. "Shionnnn????????....hmmm". Nahh,my head is aching..i don't have the ability to remember him with this state,but im sure i already heard it somewhere,during my teenage days,i guess?
Shion smile at me widely, but i know he's just forcing it..lol,he looks hilarious, im suggesting that he should stop making that face asap." You funny facey HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!". All of the people inside the bar flinches and stare their irises to me direction as i laugh nonstop and loudly. 'Im a clown,just for today'.
I only stopped the loud noise when my phone inside my pocket vibrates,i instantly open it to see the cause of vibration..ohh,it's a message..from Kaku-chan. 'Should i read this?'. I want to act cold and ignore him but in the end i still open his message..reading it.
From Kakucho♡: Y/N don't go home to our penthouse tonight,cause my girlfriend and i will sleep there for the night,just book a hotel or something..keep safe and goodnight,love you❤
After reading his message,i lifelessly stare at the ceiling of the bar,stopping my eyes to let out a useless tears,it hurts. 'I hope they're going to sleep well'. Yeah,they should sleep well,they might be tired,sighs*..hold on,let's hold it,just for a bit. 'Hold your tears Y/N!!! Damn it'. My ass fell on the chair as i lose strength on my knees.
Leaning my face down on the bar table,i cover my face and began to cry more,this time i can clearly feel the pain.'They're going to sleep together tonight!'. And i hate it,i hate it so much,i don't want Kakucho to fuck other girls,except me,i don't want him to love other girls,except me! Only me!
'But he already have Sami inside his heart'.
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