『 Stray kids one shots 』

When you calm him down from a panic attack 《Jisung》

Today Stray Kids we're attending an awards ceremony and Jisung had invited you to come. You would usually come with him if they had big performances to stay with him backstage, he always found it calming when you were with him, so it helped a lot with his anxiety.

Today they were nominated for only one award and Jisung was getting really nervous.

You were all in the waiting room just talking, some getting their makeup done, some warming up their voices.

You looked at Jisung through the dressing table mirror as he got his makeup done and you could tell something was off. He looked up and met your eyes through the mirror and you smiled at him. He smiled back but it was a nervous smile. After another five minutes Jisung was finished with his makeup and got up off his seat. He sat next to you and you moved closer. You squeezed his cheeks and said.

"Wah! You look so handsome. I can't believe your mine."

He stayed quiet giving you a small smile.

"What's wrong baby?"

"Nothing."

He said quietly.

"Come on let's get outside this room and get some air."

You stood up and held your hand out to him.

He took it and you both walked out the room. They still had 20 minutes before they had to perform so you had time to wander around for a bit.

You walked hand in hand and stopped at this big balcony outdoor seating area.

You turned round, facing him directly and said.

"Now. Seriously. What's wrong?"

He heaved a sigh and said.

"I don't know, I'm just nervous."

"It's gonna go fine Jisung don't worry."

"It's just we've only been nominated for one thing. And what if I mess up. And we don't get it. I'll let the guys down. The staff. You. And I-"

His breathing started to fasten and he was looking in every direction.

"Babe. Babe, look at me."

He was still breathing heavy and looking at the ground. You cupped his cheeks and turned his gaze to you.

"Calm down. Your not gonna mess up. Because your the best performer I've seen."

"Your just saying that because your my girlfriend."

"No I'm not. Your so good. Don't tell him but your a much better dancer than Hyunjin I think."

Jisung let out a small giggle. And his breathing slowly calmed.

"Your not gonna disappoint anyone. Especially not me. Baby, not matter what you do your never gonna disappoint me. I love you so much that could never happen."

"I just- I feel like I can do better. I wanna make you proud."

He said sincerely, moving his hands to yours. You smiled tightening your hold on his hands.

"You're doing your best all the time. And you make me proud every time I see you perform. You don't need to push yourself anymore than you do. Ok?"

He gave you a smile and a little nod making his fluffy hair shake.

You wrapped your arms round him and he buried his head in the crook of your neck.

"Y/N?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you."

You pulled away and stayed close to him. You went on your tiptoes and gave him a quick peck.

"I love you too."