11th Coldness In My Bones

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I was in my room,
All alone,
Lying on the floor,
Staring at the celling,
Voice from my head was calling,
Put on headphones, playing music,
Just so I don't hear what it says,

My head is spinning,
Air becomes so cold and thick,
MY depression seems to be winning,
Like I'm choking on my own breath,
Sometimes it feels like I'm just waiting for death,

My hands are shaking,
My skin turned to ice,
My soul is slowly breaking,
Sad songs playing in my ear,
To have a breakdown I'm near,

As I'm on the floor,
I feel the coldness tearing my skin apart,
Rushing thru my bones to get my heart,
Tears one by one slowly falling down my eyes,
Outside rain,
Grey skies,
All alone in silence of my pain...

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