You'll never know that...

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I only think of you.  Had an obsession for a while .
You know when I'm silly it's just to make you smile.
When I see your face it's like the world's a little brighter.
When you touch my hand it's like I'm a little lighter. 
I like to look deep into your eyes every single day
And they tell me more then you would ever say.
I'm head over heels, in case you couldn't guess.
Knowing you like her doesn't make me feel less,
But I can't have you and I've got to understand
That I'm not the one who gets to hold your hand,
Or the one who gives your eyes a special spark,
The one you hold on to when you're in the dark,
Or when I get too close,  the one you want to kiss,
Or when I get too far,  the one you'll always miss.
I'm just a friend to you and I'll never be more.
It's pointless to keep knocking on your door.
I love the music,  but I'm getting tired of the dance
I want to be strong so I could get over this fence.
Maybe I should just tell you what I have to say.
I'm worried about how you'll see me the next day.
It's not your fault, you didn't start this mess,
But knowing that doesn't make it hurt any less.
Me and my heart will probably be ok.
Someday...

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