Poezii

A new universe

Getting out in the world, many new places
Changing the crowds, many new faces
Always lived in this city, but I still need a map
Not used to look out the window, I usually take a nap
Don't like to explore stuff when I'm on my own
But I figured is time to get out of my comfort zone
That's why I don't say no to a party or a drink
Anything is better then to gather on another link
There are so many people that I haven't met
How can I be sure I approached the right silhouette?
All I can see is the eyes and the hair from behind the mask
And considering the times you probably don't have to ask
But that's not enough to make me to accept defeat
I try talking to someone I wouldn’t recognize on the street
What's your name? Don't tell me I'll forget
What's your favorit color? No! What's something you regret?
We all chit chat, small talk, something baisc, nothing too deep.
Memories in my head, but not important enough to keep.
Who said what, in my head is just a big mess
I think that at this point it's everybody's guess
I'm tired of misogynistic, homophobic, racist pricks
Of imature, arrogant, stubborn, know it all dicks
And don't imagine that girls are just my cup of tea
From what I saw most of them just don't vibe with me
Don't missunderstand me I'm not looking for perfection,
But how am I supposed to make a real connection?
How am I suppsed to find a friend or a lover
When before I start the game is already game over?
I realize searching for someone special is just tough
But I'll keep going, keep trying, haven't had enough
I know that at the end of the day I have who I've had before
And then tomorrow I walk again out the door