Had you? II Harry Potter II Part 1

Chapter fifteen

Celia
I could hear Hermione and Ron cheering. I realised what just happened. I kissed him. I immediately stopped and I stepped two steps back. I was embarrassed.

"We planned it" Harry said.

"You planned it? You talked with Ron about kissing me?" I asked.

"No, I never wanted to tell you. Ron forced me"

"You are confusing me" I walked back to Ron and Hermione and Harry followed me.

"You two are embarrassing" Harry said.

"I told you my plan would work" Ron smiled proudly.

I didn't know how to feel. I was happy and scared at once. I finally had Harry and I was so happy that he loved me, but I'm scared that I ruined our friendship. If Harry and I will ever break up everything would be uncomfortable and awkward and there's still Draco, I just feel like I shouldn't have a boyfriend as long he's in love with me. Love is so complicated.

"Hellu" Hagrid said.

"Hello Hagrid" Hermione smiled.

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We walked through the forest and we were talking. Everyone was happy only Harry seemed to be desperate.

"Can't believe yer four four grew so much the last years. I still remember that you were a bunch of misfits" Hagrid chuckled.

"We are still a bunch of misfits" Ron replied.

Harry was a few feet away walking alone. He still didn't seems to be happy, but I was sure it wasn't about what happened a few minutes ago. Usually I just would have went to him asking what's wrong, but I wasn't able to do that as a friend anymore. I should have stopped making this awkward. We were still friends just with certain other interest.

After I had an argument with myself, I told myself "funk it", and I walked towards Harry. While I was walking I started to overthink it again. Maybe I shouldn't have started a relationship with him, we are fourteen, isn't that too young? I wanted to turn around, but then he looked at me.

"Uhm, hi" I said uncertainly.

"Hi?" He was confused.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"Yes, I'm just thinking" he replied.

"And I'm worried about the next task" he added.

"I'm sorry, but you'll do great. Each year you almost died and you always survived. This is nothing compared to that what the eleven year old wizard did" I gave him a short smile.

We stopped walking and Harry grabbed one hand from me and we were standing opposite to each other. He looked at me and I looked at Hagrid, Ron and Hermione and as I saw that they were ignoring us I looked back at Harry.

"I love you" he said.

"I know" he chuckled and I smiled. I felt bad that I didn't tell him that I love him too, but this was all so insane and new to me. I loved Harry, I really did, but I had to get used to everything. We walked silently ahead. It wasn't awkward at all. It was comfortable and calmly, but of course it got ruined. Harry bumped into a dead body. He was shocked. It wasn't any body, it was Mr Barty Crouch senior's body. I was standing behind Harry, I didn't know what was going on.

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We were all in common room, only Harry wasn't there. Hermione and I were sitting together on the couch, while Ron was sitting alone on the chair.

"Who killed him?" Hermione asked.

"I don't know" Ron replied.

"It's odd, isn't it?" Said Hermione.

"Let's just change the topic" Hermione added.

"How is it between you and Harry?" Ron was grinning like a demon.

We were only dating for a couple hours, but I knew what to answer. Harry was great and I was happy, but I didn't think that it was Ron's business.

"You're being annoying" I had to smile but I held it back. Ron was laughing.

"I'm going to bed and you're coming with me" Hermione stood up. She took my hand and we walked in our dorm.

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Hermione changed into sweatpants and a long sleeve shirt and as she was done she sat down on her bed. I was still grabbing my clothes while Hermione started to talk.

"I know you and Harry are very into each other, but if i will ever find out that you two are doing certain things, I'll kill you" she warned me.

"Are you talking about sex?" I asked.

Suddenly I heard the door opening. As I looked at the door I saw Lavender and Padma walking in.

"Are you two really talking about sex?" Lavender asked.

"No" Hermione replied.

Lavender just raised an eyebrow and stared at me. I was wearing short pants and a long sleeve shirt.

"Aren't you freezing?" Padma asked and I shook my head.