Had you? II Harry Potter II Part 1

Chapter eleven

Celia

In the dormitory of us five Gryffindor girls, Parvati, Padma, Hermione, Lavender, and I was deathly silent. It was cool and dark, it was a place with no one who could break this silence, it was a place to process everything that happened the last few hours. I regretted everything I did. I shouldn't have been mad at Draco. I mean it was not his fault, was it? I hated myself for being mad. I felt so bad for him. I would have been so upset if Harry would have reacted the way I did. I sat down on my bed. I took my black pumps with 4 inches heels off and I left them on the floor. I was supposed to put the dress off because otherwise, it would get wrinkles but I didn't care. I won't wear it ever again. I laid down on the bed and only a few minutes later I fell asleep. The only sound in this room was my breath.

"Don't you think we should talk?" a known voice asked.

I opened her eyes and I saw Draco Malfoy.

"What?" I asked.

"About what happened at the Yuleball"

"I really don't think this would be a good idea"

"Why? Because you could realise that Draco Lucius Malfoy isn't that bad"

I looked at the ground and I tried to ignore him. I wasn't ready to hold this conversation with Draco. I felt a cool hand on my face, which pulled my face softly up to his face, Draco's face.
Our faces were only 3 inches apart.

"Do you want this?" whispered Draco.

2 inches apart.

"You have to answer me"

1 inch apart.

"Or I'll just do it"

before I could say something I felt his soft lips on mine. I felt something in my stomach that I never felt before in Draco's presence, passion. I returned the kiss and not only I felt passion, Draco felt it as well. One kiss became several intensive kisses. As we were done making out Draco smiled and kissed me again, but he zipped down my white dress, and I was only sitting on the bed in black thighs and a bra. I fast unbuttoned his blouse and he smirked.

"What? Isn't that what you ever wanted?" I asked.

"All that I ever wanted was you and not that I don't appreciate this right now, but I never planned to fuck you after our first kiss" he said while looking at me.

"Don't worry, Romeo" I said and I opened his pants.

Draco stood up and took them off, while I laid down on the bed. Draco went to the end of the bed and started to take off my thighs. He kissed my legs and started licking me. My legs shivered a little. I never thought that Draco was going to take my virginity. Draco's head was between my legs and I was enjoying it. I felt my stomach burn, but this burn was the best feeling I ever had. I started to moan quietly.

"We haven't even started yet, baby" he said while crawling up to me.

He kissed me a couple of times to distract me from his actions. But then I felt him inside of me. The pain was horrible it was a bad pain, but as Draco started to move I felt an indescribable feeling, a feeling I would have killed for. The feeling was so good and the pain so bad, but Draco moved faster and faster. I couldn't hold my moaning anymore, I let it out.

"Draco" I moaned as I suddenly hear a dorm slam.

I shivered and I woke shocked up. It was Hermione who slammed the door.

"Oh, I'm sorry" she apologised with a crying voice.

"Don't worry" I said while checking everything.

My clothes wear on and no Draco around me.

"Am I still a virgin?" I whispered.

"Did you say something?" Hermione asked.

"Yes, what happened?" I asked confused.

"Just Ron who spoiled everything" she said while sitting down on her bed.

"I'm so sorry" I stood up and sat down next to Hermione.

"But my night got ruined too" Hermione hugged me.

"Look at us, two girls alone in the same dorm sad. Almost 4 years ago I could have never imagined us getting this close" Hermione said.

"Yeah, we hated each other" I respond with a laugh.

"You were friends with Malfoy and you never told us about your dad. I'm sure if he wouldn't have said that in class we would still don't know it"

Why do you have to mention Draco, Hermione? I just dreamed a few minutes ago of having sex with him. I'm so desperate.

"yep, you guys wouldn't know that. I just would be Cecilia Valentina Caballero with no friends only Draco"

"Harry always liked you" Hermione stood up to get her dress off.

Thank you for again mentioning a boy I don't want to think of, Hermione.

"Don't remind me of him, it only reminds me that my night was terrible"

"I'm sorry, but you two definitely have to talk"

"No!", no one can ever convince me to talk to him about this"

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3 am in the morning. All the girls were asleep, only I was still up because I was scared to sleep after I literally had a sex dream about Draco. I grabbed my book and I went to the common room. As I arrived in the common room I could see Harry sitting on the couch thinking.

I definitely should have just run back to my dormitory. What was worse? Dreaming about sex with Draco or talking to Harry while I look like Nessie. As I tried to go silently back to my dorm I dropped my book on my foot.

"Fuck" I whispered.

"What are you doing here?" He asked.

"Why aren't you in your dorm?" That was so embarrassing.

I asked first" he said emotionless.

"Reading and you?" I replied.

"Thinking. Why are you reading at 3 am?"

"Because I can't sleep" I was a little annoyed. I just wanted to go back to my dorm.

"me neither"

I sat down as far as possible away from Harry. I didn't have the nerves to feel anything around him.

"We must talk" Harry said.

"No!" I was about to have a panic attack. He definitely knew about my crush on him or my dirty dream.

"Please" he begged.

I looked at him. There was no escape.

"Are you and Malfoy dating?" He asked.

was he serious? Why would I have dated Draco? I mean, yes, I dreamed about smut with him and yes, we kissed, but that didn't mean anything.

"Excuse me? No!"

"Are you in love with me?"

I just wanted to die. I knew that he knew something that he shouldn't. I was so afraid. I exactly knew that he didn't love me. He was in love with Cho, but I just couldn't have looked at him and lied.

"I know that you like Cho. Just give me time and my feelings will be gone" I also just couldn't have said yes.

Harry just looked at me and said nothing. He looked desperate. I was embarrassed, so I walked back to my dorm. Dreaming about sex with Draco isthe better option.