◆ Pink Diamond ◆

Grow a brain, doc!

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Why did he call though ? Is he back? My attempt to push him at the back of my mind failed completely although I have been successful at this for the past five years. He hasn't called me ever since ..

"Lets start, shall we?" Says this hard incredibly sexy but at this time completely annoying voice. Dr. Amit Mehra. He just got back from the kitchen , after having a taste of my mom's cooking. He looks like he loved it. Nothing new, everyone is a fan of my mother's cooking.

I tried. I showered. I combed my hair into waves, I tried to put on make up and even wore a pretty yellow summer dress.
And I still look like a tractor ran over me.
He sat down on the couch beside me and gave me a huge smile. Why does he smile so much?

"So Nea, why did your fiance cheat on you?"

I looked at him with my mouth wide open.
This guy is supposed to be a psychologist. He is behaving like paparazzi.

He seemed to notice how shocked I was.
"Go ahead tell me." He ordered.

"And why would I do that?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Okay, suit yourself. So you write?"

What the hell is wrong with him? Of course I wasn't going to say anything about Aryan but I expected him to at least push me? A little?

"I got fired. So no."

"Whats that got to do with that?" He looked at me confused.

"Because now I can't."

"Of course you can. You mean, you wont."

"I won't be getting paid to be writing about fashion and beauty." I stated the obvious! Grow a brain, doc!.

"I did not ask what you did for a living. So you write only to earn. You are not passionate about it."

"Of course I am! It makes me who I am."

"Writing about fashion and beauty?"

"No, just writing in general." .

"I want you to do something."

"Yes?"

"Close your eyes and think about the last worst thing that happened to you."

"Arent you suppose to help me move on from those things?" I asked.

"Just do it."

I closed my eyes. The day came up. I was searching for Aryan..I saw them kissing. A sharp pain passed through me as I saw them kissing. They kissed so passionately. Something, I wanted for myself. At the moment what I thought was, will someone kiss me like that ever? Someone did.....
The memory of those lips hit me sharply. I could feel his kiss. I could feel his tongue in sync with mine. I felt him kissing my forehead, my cheecks and my neck. It all felt like it all happened yesterday.

As I opened my eyes, I realised they were now wet with tears. But I hadn't thought about the last worst thing that happened to me. And at the moment, I did not feel pain over being cheated as I expected to when Dr. Amit asked me to close my eyes and think about the last worst thing that happened to me.
I was confused.
Because memory wasn't of Aryan's at all.

Suddenly I felt like I was suffocating. The pain inside me increased to level 100, my head felt like it was going to explode..

"I need to get out!" I managed to say.
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"No you need to get your thoughts out."