𝔥𝔢𝔯 {𝔟𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔦𝔢 𝔢𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔥}

two | conclusions

-i got up and turned on the small lights and made them dim, I laid down and the dim lighting made me feel calm, and I finally fell asleep.

-

hours later

I was woken up by yelling from downstairs, I wasn't sure what it was so I let myself wake up a little bit more and went downstairs, Billie and jasper were arguing.

"hey, what's all the fuss about?!," I interrupted their argument, "mind ur god damn business and go somewhere," jasper told me and continued to argue.

"jasper, go home, I cant do this right now," jasper grabbed her bags from where ever and left.

"sorry jade, she was being super dramatic about something.," she looked down at her feet, "no, no, its fine, its not ur fault," I walked closer to her and looked at her, I hugged her and told her it was okay. i then remembered what she said last night, 'i have an idea but that would be cheating so nvm' , and it clicked. I then realized what she meant.

is she trying to tell me something? "Billie, do you remember what you said last night, about that idea you had?," I looked at her and she looked at me, "oh, uh yeah," she looked away.

"what did you mean by that," I looked at her with a certain look. "uh, you know," she was starting to get nervous, "would you like to show me what idea you had in mind?" once again, just to she what she would say!

"are you sure? what if we get ca-," I cut her off, "Billie, im just playin' I know exactly what you meant, you horny freaky fuck," I laugh and walked to the couch.

"jade, I need to tell you something," Billie admitted and came sat by me, "okay," we looked at each other and she began to speak, "jade, I dont want you to hate me after this, and I understand im in a relationship, but I have feelings for you, and I have for a while, but I was scared I was gonna lose you," she soon admitted and looked down at her hands.

I looked her and I was in pure shock, we have always flirted, but as a joke, bc that's how our friendship is, but, I never thought for a second she had caught feelings. I dont love the idea of her being in a relationship and having feelings for me, but i didn't hate it either

"can we keep this between us two?" she put her attention back on me, "yeah," I looked into her deep blue eyes as she was looking into my brown eyes.

she began to lean in but I leaned back, knowing that if I let it happen, jasper would hate both of us, especially me.

"billie," she looked at me and sat back normally, "im sorry, its just wrong, and i don't wanna be the reason you and jasper break up and then you get depressed," billie shook her head, understanding where I was coming from.

I got up and went to the guest room, I laid in the bed and went on my phone to text my sister and ask if she could bring me my stuff from my moms house.

she texted me back almost instantly and told me she pack my stuff and have a moving truck bring it somewhere.

"billie," I yelled her name and soon heard fast foot steps coming up the stairs, "what," she sat at the edge of the bed, "my sister is packing my stuff, I was wondering if I could get a moving truck to hall it here, ill pay for it," I sat up, "yeah that's fine, when is it coming? the moving truck," she asked, "maybe in a few days, you know I got a lot if shit in my room, so its gonna take a while to pack it all,"

"yeah, dont you think she'll need help packing all of that," she had a sort of concerned tone her voice, "she said shes gonna get her friends to help her"

"you better hope you dont have a diary, or worse, a vibrator, the embarrassment you would feel," I shushed her and laughed.

-
(text)

billie:
hey, i wanted to
make sure that
ur okay with
jasper coming.

jade:
its ur house, why
are you asking me?

billie:
well, yk, you know
about how i feel about
you now so.

jade:
oh, well yeah, its
fine, I dont care, just
as long as I can
sleep its fine.

billie:
okay

about 10 minutes or so, I heard jasper come in the house with her loud ass mouth.

her and billie got in billies room and like 5 minutes later, i could hear constant moaning, kms, and I couldn't sleep, the one fucking night I felt I could sleep, why.

I tried closing the door but no, nothing worked, so ig im not sleeping tonight.

-

hours and hours later

it is almost 5am, and guess what, they are were still fucking, what the fuck, they had been having sex since like 11pm, and i still couldn't sleep, if you liked me so much, you would let me sleep.

I even tried putting a pillow on my head, which resulted in me almost smothering myself, but that's besides the point, it still didn't work.

5:00 am

I heard shuffling and then the front door close, so im guessing jasper, i got out the bed and opened the door and stood there, billie was about to walk back in her room but stopped and looked at me since I opened the door.

"god damn, you look like a mess," she jumped dramatically and laughed, I just gave her a blank look, "maybe cause i got no sleep, can you guess why?," I kept the blank look on my face, "im sorry jade, but you wont have to deal with that, me and jasper are taking a break, Idk how long it will last, but yeah," I looked at her with a sad smile on my face, "im sorry bil," I walked to her and hugged her tightly.

"its fine, she said she wanted a break because there was too much going on in my life and I never paid attention to her, even tho im never busy, but i think that was just her excuse to take a break from me," she hugged me back as she said that, "not to ruin yalls relationship, but if she said that even tho its not true, i think shes hiding something from you, because why would she say something thats completely not true as an excuse to take a break, thats a huge red flag,"

we were gonna go sit in her room but I told her it smelled like sex so we went in the living room, "its fine, ive been wanting a break anyways, she always wants to fuck, when all I wanna do is hang out, its like shea using me for sex- oh shit, shes using me for sex," Billie came to the conclusion that jasper was using her for sex, im not surprised.

a/n: wanted to add some drama ig.