-i didn't get a response, instead, i got a kiss, it was passionate, slow, steady, something that's calming to feel, yk? the kiss lasted for a long minute then we pulled away, with billies' hands on my face, she let out a breathy, 'yes'
i slid my hands around billies' waist and hugged her, she wrapped her arms around my shoulders and we stayed like that for a hot minute, i cut the hug short because it was becoming late and we both know how much i hate being outside at night, it's creeps me out.
i packed up the blanket and began to drive back to the house.
*time-skip 20-30 mins later*
we were finally home, we set down all our things, i went to my room and got the things i needed so i could take a shower.
we both had took our showers and we were now laying down in bed, watching tv, like we do any other time.
i could feel my eyes get heavier and heavier by the second, i ended up just closing my eyes because they were basically already closed, i feel asleep against the feeling of billies' chest going up and down slowly as she breaths and the sound of her heartbeat.
*the next morning*
i woke up to see that billie was next to me anymore, nor was she in the room, i checked the time to see '9:43 am' in a bold font across my screen, i sat up and rubbed my eyes to wake me up more.
i walked to the kitchen to see billie cooking vegan pancakes.
"well good morning my love," she looked up at me and smiled at me as she said that, i could feel my cheeks warm up just from those two words, 'my love'. this girls must have some power over me.
i told her good morning, i went to the bathroom and did what was needed and met billie in the kitchen, i see that she made a pancake or two for me and it was sitting on the counter.
*and hour or two later*
me and billie were talking about something random and brought up me telling my sister about us, "no, i don't think that's a good idea," she spoke out to me, "why not? it's my sister billie," i told her as my eyebrows furrowed, "because, what if it gets out to ur family and they do something to you, i can't have that happen to you," she said with a 'i love you to much' voice tone.
"their gonna find out about one way or another, plus i'm 18, they can't do anything to me, if they try ima fight back, i'm not gonna be a pussy and let them beat on me, tf," i told billie honestly.
"i'm just not ready to tell them yet, i wanna do it somewhere special, and when we are sure we wanna be together," billie told me, " 'make sure we wanna be together' what the fuck is that supposed to mean billie," i asked mocking billie, "no, i mean like, maybe one day get married and shit like that," she told me truthfully, i let out a small 'oh' as a small frown appeared on my face.
"it's okay, i would have done the same thing as you, don't feel bad," billie told me as she grabbed my face and kissed me.
(a/n: sorry if this is to short, i need to make a new chapter so ima publish this one and add a new one, and lmk if i should add a smut soon;). )
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