four | comfortable

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-"ive been thinking a lot lately and I think its the right thing to do," she sighs heavily...

she looks at me and holds my hands, before she could even breath, guess who walks in..

yup you guessed it's, jasper.

"jasper, what the hell are you doing here, one, you didn't even tell me you were coming, two, how did you even get in, and three, how were you so quiet?!" Billie stood up infront of jasper, letting go of my hands one by one.

"okay, one, I came to get the rest of my stuff, two, I still have the key, which i need to give to you, and three, you know ur door don't make no god damn sound," she said with a smile on her face.

"well all ur stuff is in the living room, on the right side of the tv, take it and leave because didn't I tell you i never wanted to see you again?!" billie said with an annoyed tone, "no?" jasper responds, "well im telling you now, give me my key and get the hell out of my house you nasty ass whore," billie yelled as she held out her hand for jasper to put the key in, jasper handed her the key and looked at the floor as she walked to the living room.

she grabbed her stuff and soon we heard the front door close, it was straight silent for a good six minutes before I broke the silence, "billie, don't you think you were a little harsh, I may not like jasper but you didn't have to yell at her, she was coming to do the right thing," i said softly to billie, getting nervous to what her response would be.

"oh so now ur taking her side?! weren't you just taking shit about her to ur friends like two weeks ago?!" she raised her voice, "what the hell are you talking about billie," I asked, "I saw those fucking texts between you and casey (my childhood friend) you were saying how you think she doesn't deserve me and shit, even though it was true," she yelled back

"Billie, im not trying to take her side, and yes, i may have talked about her but that's it, I was just saying it was rude to call her a whore," I said as i stood up, "just go to ur fucking room, im so done with you and ur bullshit lies jade," she said, pointing outside the room, "billie wait," I tried to talk but she wouldn't let me, "fucking go jade god damn," she yelled, I started to tear up a bit as I ran to my room, I slammed the door and cried harder.

why is it always my fault?

*a few hours later*

billie is asleep (or I thought so) so I go in the kitchen and look for some food, all of a sudden I hear quiet foot step, I didnt pay any mind to it and continued looking for food.

a few moments later I feel some one put their hands on my waist and move me to the side , I turn around to see billie, "w-what are you doing," I ask her, getting nervous, "oh, sorry, you were in the way, I needed to grab something," she looked at me and told me honestly, I brushed it off and sat at the island.

"Billie can we talk about earlier?" I asked billie as she walked around the small kitchen, "sure," she sat next to me  and waited for me talk.

"look billie im sorry, im sorry I made you think that I was taking jasper's side, and how I made you upset with me, I know i can be annoying sometimes and im sorry, and sorry i talked about jasper behind you back," billie stayed silent for a few moments, I guess trying to process what I said.

"its fine, I should be sorry for flipping out on you when you were trying to be honest," she told me as she examined my facial features, "yeah, but it happens to everyone, I understa-"

before i could finish the last word, two hand were put to my face and pulled me into a passionate, slow, steady kiss.

I kissed back but I was shocked because.. well.. it was unexpected.

Billie slowly pulled away with her hands still on my face, she looked me in the eyes and we instantly made eye contact, I looked away out of embarrassment, but mainly because I was nervous.

billie took her hand away from my face and began to walk to her room, no words, just silence as she walked to her room, once she reached her room, she slammed the door, I was confused on why she was mad, I walked to her room door and knocked.

"what," I was asked by billie's muffled voice, "may I come in?," I asked in response, "yeah,"

I walked in slowly and saw Billie laying on her bed, I walked to the bed and sat by her.

"why'd you storm off," I asked in a concerned tone, "because, I could tell you didnt like the kiss, and im mad at myself because I didnt even ask to kiss you, I just went straight for it," she told me in a truthful voice.

"billie, are you kidding me, I liked the kiss i was just nervous," I confessed, "really?," billie replied, "mhm, and its fine you went straight in for it, isn't that how you go in for a kiss," I said comforting her, "I guess, but you likes the kiss," she asked again, "of course I did, your lips are soft and pump and it made me feel.. well safe i guess," I confessed again while getting nervous.

billie put one hand on my face and whispered, 'if you liked it so much, why not try it again'  before she went in for another kiss.

this time, it was a fast kind of kiss, she'd slip her tongue in every once in a while, and rub her hand up and down my thigh when she would notice I would get anxious.

Billie gave me one more slow kiss before she pulled away, we just looked each other in the eyes in silence, but a comfortable silence.

(a/n: about god damn time they had a make out section; ) )

(any productions on what will happen in the next chapter? ;)

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