Backstage /Bangchan x reader

The choice

His words stayed in my mind. As we walking into the house. My parents at this time were already asleep. I walked behind Chris with my head down nervous to go with him to my room.

We walked up the stairs reaching my room. Chris didn't speak he instead opened the door for me and locked it when I came in.

I took his coat off me and nicely put it on my chair.

Chris walked up behind me and slipped his arms around me. 

"I love you y/n" he whispered in my ear.

He gently kissed my neck and slowly turned me around.

His eyes stared into mine as he asked

"'May I?"

I nodded in agreement even tho we've done this before this time was just different you know?

He crashed his lips into mine. The sensation rose as he pushed in closer to me.

We both crashed onto the bed. Chris hovering over me. We started at each other for a little then he kissed me again.

Clothes on the floor. The only thing left on Chris was his chain.

"Are you sure?"

My eyes were enough of an answer for him as he began doing me.

His low quiet grunts filled my ears as he gently pressed his hand against my lips preventing me from  moaning too loud. 

Sure we did this before but this time was different. I felt we could be together forever. I never wanted to leave him. I love him.

The next day

I woke up next to Chris.
Both of us stripped of our clothes.

"Good morning sunshine" Chris spoke with a raspy morning voice.

His voice gave me butterflies.

"Good morning" I replied turning over to him.

Chris sat up on the bed looking through his phone. I just watched him from where I was laying down.

"Hey I gotta go today" Chris tuned to me and said

"Where? When will you come back?" I asked while getting up sounding a little concerned.

"I gotta go back to my house. I'm the group's leader did you forget? And for when I'll come back I don't know but for now I'm gonna have to stay there. I have to go at 7 pm tonight" Chris explained.

" ... Chris... I'll make my decision before you go" I hesitated.

"Oh Ok don't rush and think about to because no matter what decision you make I love you." Chris comforting me.

I gave him a reassuring smile and gave him a little kiss on the lips.

Few hours later

It's 4:30 pm. My decision still not made. I had to do this quickly.

Go or not go. Spend my life with my love or spend time at home with my family and friends. I loved him too much I couldn't be without him at this point.

But without my family I wouldn't be here. Without Cara I would be lonely. What could I do without them. Nothing.

So go or not go?

I think I know what I should do. But I need one thing to fully confirm this. I quickly get up and call Chris on my phone.

" heyyy!!" I talk through the phone.

"Heyy!! Did you need anything ?" He responds

"Can we meet up for a minute?" I ask

"Yea of course is something wrong ?" He questions

"No not at all just wanna confirm something" I say

I end the call after confirming the meet up.

4:50 pm now. He's here.

I see him get out of his car with sunglasses and a light blue button up shirt with the sleeves rolled up.

He looked up to my window and smirked. He began walking into the house.

He came in the house and i heard his footsteps coming up into my room.

Right when he walked into my room I immediately ran up to him and crashed my lips against his.

I gave him a passionate and long kiss.

I knew it. He's the one.

I'm going.

SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO WRITE 😭

Ik this chapter was kinda short and maybe rushed.

School has been making me busy so I barely have time to write anything. Ily guys❤️❤️