The Car Accident

Chapter Three

I woke up laying on Liam's bare chest "shit  !! " I said
as I looked at the time and quietly snuck out of bed I looked at him; he looked so peaceful and oh so sexy I dressed and left some cash on the dresser for a cab.

I opened the bedroom door and stole one last look at him before running out of the house and to my car. 

as I started to drive away I listed facts from last night as they came back to me . I kissed Liam, I made out with Liam ,I lost my virginity to Liam, I had sex with Liam .

I started to cry thinking that I just blew my only chance with a guy that I really like for once.i pulled into the driveway and hopped out .

I pulled on a Hoodie from the backseat to cover up the hickeys on my neck and pulled my wild looking hair into a bun .

when I decided that I was ready I finally walked up to the house and I opened the door.

Lilly hugged me as soon as I entered " "omg I was so worried"  she gushed pulling me closer and I smelt faintly something like alcohol on her but I pushed that thought away dismissing it as me.

I dropped my purse on the ground awkwardly patting her back "no need I was with someone " I said trailing off.

she looked at me and pulled me aside "Jess is going to her friends house today for a sleepover" she whispered looking at me with a small smile.

I looked at her confused,  lily half smiled at me " the girls mute"  I smiled at the thought , Jess was always alone during preschool so it was a nice feeling to think that she wont be lonely here. "well its nice that she made a friend" I said.

I walked downstairs looking around for Jess,  i really missed her .  "Maya !! " she screamed running into my arms, " hey baby girl" I whispered in her hair ,suddenly my feelings overwhelmed me and  I started to sob onto her shoulder .

man I love her I thought pulling her closer to me . I miss my family so much especially right now. Luckily my sister didn't say anything she just hugged me harder.

i imagined  what would it have been like if my parents were still alive. I would talk to my mom right now and she would give me advice and my dad would scold me for ring out so late with some boy That I barely know . Most importantly my little sister would bug me like normal little sisters who actually talk and have no worries.

I stood up and wiped away my tears " " go on jess get ready for your sleep over Im going out again"  I said taking a deep breath avoiding her eye contact, it was bad enough she saw me crying .

she nodded and went back to her suitcase that she was packing. I took a shower washing away all my worries if he wants to talk , he'll talk to you Maya i told myself.

I got dressed  in my maroon Henley sweatshirt and a pair of jeans since it's chilly today and I wanted to make sure no one saw my hickey coveted neck.

i sat down on my bed and put on my shoes . I grabbed my purse and left the house again and drove away.

I drove to a hotel  a few towns over and unpacked . I sat on the bed and held my head in my hands my depression is getting bad again I thought just sitting there .

my phone started to ring and ring so I lifted my head and ran a hand through my hair , I grabbed my phone and almost squeled in delight as I looked at the collar ID.

"hello ? " he said as I answered taking a deep breath.
"yes " I said calming my voice down. I don't want him knowing I was waiting for his call. "um could you come to the boxing ring at school and meet me here ? " he asked sounding nervous. sure I said cooly, screaming inside mentally.